The Silliness I Find in Me

Finally!

2010-10-20T22:40:00.002+06:00

Finally! I've been trying to recover this account for ages! I know nobody reads my blog but it's pretty useful for me.

I can let everything in my mind out. I have a release. I can escape.

Thank you google! hahahaha It pays to remember your secret question. :)

marine biology

2009-03-22T04:05:00.000+06:00

i realized i could've taken marine biology at san carlos..

but then i realized...*dami kong na realize..

i'll be too close to that darned law school hahahahahahaha

it was accountancy there, or masskom at up... hehehehehe

nagkatawa ko da :)) .... ge lng, i still have a lot of opportunities...if i survive all the dugongs in my life :)) hahahhaha

Dracula's crazy antics...

2009-03-06T13:40:00.000+06:00

my dog doesn't know how to grab a bone..

But he's a master at grabbing hotdogs, Nova, Mr. chips and shakoy.

note: he hates piattos

Oh, he also thinks that slippers are his plates

and dog food is only for desperate moments a.k.a we're not home or asleep..

"WHAT?!!"

I dedicate this post to the bread i was saving for my midnight snack... shhesshhhh....

weekend in hell

2009-02-23T07:08:00.000+06:00

yun lang po..

happy

fun

pain

fear

and lots of anger and self pity..

yun lang...

funniest clip ever! you just gotta click it! :)

2009-01-25T17:13:00.000+06:00

www.funniestjoke.com

hehehe..enjoy! :)

WHEN A LIZARD CAN, WHY CAN'T WE ?

2008-11-23T14:16:00.000+06:00

I never knew the scary "tiki" can play such a nice part in a story... the last story that i read was about a guy who took his mother's heart to prove his love to his girlfriend... nyahahaha

This is a true story that happened in Japan .

In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan broke open the wall.

Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls.

When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there
because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet.

He saw this and felt pity, and at the same time curious, as when he checked
the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.

What happened?

The lizard had survived in such position for 10 years ! In a dark wall
partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind-boggling.

Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years!!!

Without moving a single step - since its foot was nailed !

So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it had been doing,
and what and how it had been eating.

Later, not knowing from where it came, appeared another lizard, with food
in its mouth.

Ah! He was stunned and touched deeply.

For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard had been feeding it
for the past 10 years...

Imagine ! it had been doing that untiringly for 10 long years, without
giving up hope on its partner.

Think. Would you do that for your partner ?

Think. Would you do it for your Mom who brought you after a big
struggle of nine long months ?
Or for your Dad, Friends, brothers and sisters ?

Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with a
brilliant mind can't.

i lost something!

2008-11-18T18:06:00.000+06:00

i seem to have lost my debut pics... :(

i'm acting cool bout it coz i can't do anything about it...

i just fixed my external HD and they're gone... i remember uploading them to multiply but they're not here.... T_T

please kinsa naa copy?! .....

it was one of my best memories in college.... :(

T_T

on more sem..

2008-11-17T18:52:00.000+06:00

one more sem..

Just one more.........

one more sem...

to endure... then this damn course will be out of my hair...

:)

a crazy midnight surprise!

2008-11-11T20:12:00.000+06:00

At around eleven thirty pm on Nov 11, 2008... i was already preparing to go to sleep...
i've been up late for the past few days so i thought turning in earlywould do me some good..

Then at around 12midnight, just when i was at the end of another chapter of my book with droopy eyes accompanied by long, deep yawns....

a crazy group started caroling outside our door... i live at the third floor of an apartment building so this was Highly unusual...

I hurriedly fixed our things and opened the door.. then, lo and behold, my crazy friends were singing me carols while carrying a birthday cake!! hehehehe i was seriously surprised this time... they even fulfilled my long awaited introduction to balot eating.. mango cake with balot you ask? yep, like i said, they're crazy hahahaha!

Thank you so much for the crazy surprise guys!! hehehehe.. i soooo love you hehehhe

3am.After one movie, two pizzas, two 1.5's and an egg on my head, we're still on a high! hahahaha....actually they are laughing out loud to moymoy palaboy this moment... hahahaha

i just love these guys...

chelle, chik.. seriously wa ko kasabot ninyo kanina.. hahahaha mura pud mo ug high dara sa manila! hahahah :p

Thanks guys!!

DAncewarzz 2009- The 1st Cebu hiphop championship!!

2008-11-11T13:19:00.000+06:00

DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE THE BEST HIPHOP DANCE CREW OF CEBU? THEN PROVE IT!!!!! JOIN DANCEWARZZ 09...

GENERAL RULES and GUIDELINES

Dancewarzz is a HIPHOP Dance Championship open to ALL CEBU dance groups. A Group CAN either represent a school or an independent group.
A group may have a minimum of 8 and a maximum of 10 members. Members can be all male, female or mixed.
Registration for the competition is FREE but ticket selling is required.
The competition is open to the top TWENTY (20) groups. In the case that more than twenty will register, an elimination round will be held.
To register, download the official form at www.dancewarzz.com and send it to info@dancewarzz.com or dancewarzz@gmail.com

MECHANICS

The group must present their ORIGINAL hip-hop routine. It may be a combination of street dance disciplines which incorporates the look, music, attitude, posture and street dance style to make it uniquely hip-hop.
A group is given a maximum of 3 minutes to perform. In the event that a group exceeds the given time, a point will be deducted for every succeeding second.
Elimination round will be announced.
Competition proper will be on February 21, 2009 (Details will be announced).

CRITERIA FOR JUDGING

Originality and Creativity 30%
Skills 30%
Energy and Execution 30%
Audience Impact 10%

FOR DETAILS, INQUIRIES and RESERVATION

Please contact: OLIVER – 0916-3825960 or visit our website, www.dancewarzz.com

the day before my day...

2008-11-11T08:41:00.000+06:00

tomorrow, i'll have to say goodbye to the ~teen years... coz officially, i'll be part of the ~ty guys na.. hahahaha

twenty...

shucks... it'll be hard to use my age as an excuse to avoid housework na... i'm an adult na daw... daw ha.. :D if you ask me, deep down inside i'm still a kid who loves to play, eat and sleep... hahaha but since i'm the youngest, i'm entitiled to act this way on certain times.. bwahahahha

well, how did i spend my day?.. i went to school, went home after, had a nap, bothered my bro then CLEANED the apartment... weeirrrd...

now i have to go down and eat... i skipped lunch so i could CLEAN... what the heck is wrong with me....

i did lots of random things today.. including this entry!.. i don't care if it's not a fun read hehehe .. i just want to do something silly after mopping the entire house .....

Otaku Fest Digital Photography competition!

2008-11-10T18:31:00.000+06:00

1. The competition is open to all interested individuals.

2. Photographs taken must be from the event itself, and can be of any theme or subject matter.

3. Photos taken must be from a DSLR or a Digital camera. Photos taken by camera phones are disqualified.

4. Digital copies of the photographs are to be submitted on or before 5:30 PM of December 13 (a person will be in-charge). Late submissions will no longer be honored.

5. Photographers are entitled to one entry only.

6. Photo manipulation is highly discouraged.

7. Entries will be open for public viewing from 5:30pm-6:30pm. Winners will be chosen for the following categories:

A) Voters’ choice

A.1. Voting will start at around 5:30pm and will end at 6:30 pm

A.2. One person 1 vote

A.3. Photographers are not allowed to vote for their own work

B) Judges’ choice

B.1. Judges are guided by a given criteria

B.2. Judges' decisions are final and irrevocable

8. Criteria for judging are:

a) 50% content

*The subject, topic or substance captured in the photograph.

b) 50% composition

*The arrangement or structure of the formal elements (balance, contrast, setting, etc.) that makes up an image.

9. Interested contestants may pre-register themselves by emailing the following specifications to upotaku@gmail.com:

a. Full Name

b. Type of camera to use

c. Mobile number or email add

10. Winning artists retain copyright over the submitted photos but ownership of the photos will be arranged with the Otaku Fest team for future activities for a period of 1 year.

kalbaryo sa bukid

2008-10-20T07:39:00.000+06:00

my ghad!!!

internet cafes here are soooooo ...oollldddd.. old.old.

ma amaze ko nila,

mozilla is unknown, IE is super outdated, ym is older too and who the heck PERMANENTLY ATTACHES the mouse pad in one place|? my wrist is already sore...

darn it... my gahd!!... i'll probably grow roots here while waiting for my mail to send... T_T...

i miss my computer...

at least...at LEAST there's still internet....nga super slow... nga amazing... ambot...

at the crossroad...

2008-10-10T13:44:00.000+06:00

errr.... this is where i am right now.... riggghhttt in the middle...

As most of you would know, i have an awful sense of direction...i just didn't guess that it'll affect me this far...

i wish Monday would come sooner... [x_X]

a crazy.. yet relaxing afternoon..

2008-10-08T11:08:00.000+06:00

Today was the last day of our agonizing semester...

done with our defense

done with devcomm internship

done with TV internship

done with advertising

done with everything that had us at each other's throats... teehee

finally....

during our exam this morning.. 2 boxes of donuts, care of our prof, were our motivation to get our exam done as soon as possible...after that... poof! we became coco crunch! hahah btawbtaw joke ...

some went home na..

some slept..

some ate to their heart's content

some wreaked havoc at Bibo's karaoke machines...

nadamay pa ang pikas cubicle (promise guys. i soo love your crazy antics.. hahahaha wish ko lang navideohan toh!! bhevz.. watch out sa imo latest release ha?! hahahahaha :D :D)

some went for a torture.. este massage session... :p

but me..i bought myself some coffee and donuts then rode the taxi home... when i arrived, nobody was home yet and dracula was being the best puppy in the whole world..thank you God for this very rare and short oppurtunity to forget everything! hahahaha

That 30 min taxi ride was probably the best time that i had for this entire sem...whew!... hahaaha

P.S
The coffee has made me too hyper to take a nap... coffee high, coffee headache... ouch...
and i still have an exam this friday but that's okay.. at least i had the afternoon to myself hahahaha

*still happy though... :D

otaku fest 2.0!

2008-10-06T14:16:00.000+06:00

Otaku 1 was a success..

now, many have asked if 2.0 is coming.....

the answer????

YUP!!!!

tuloy na tuloy po!!

watch out for UP Otaku Fest 2.0

coming soon...

for questions, email upotaku@gmail.com

keep posted for the official otaku fest website!!!

up: the heroism that the country begs for?

2008-10-06T12:52:00.000+06:00

a repost from a VERY interesting email...

UPian ka?.. read this...

QUESTIONS FOR THE FUTURE OF U.P.

September 3, 2008

By W. SyCip

PRESIDENT EMERLINDA ROMAN, MEMBERS OF THE
FACULTY AND FRIENDS OF U.P.

NOT BEING A GRADUATE OF THE LEADING EDUCATIONAL
INSTITUTION OF THE COUNTRY, I AM DEEPLY HONORED
THAT YOU HAVE INVITED ME TO BE ONE OF THE
SPEAKERS IN YOUR CELEBRATION OF A HUNDRED YEARS
OF SERVICE TO THE NATION.

IN TODAY'S TALK I INTEND TO RAISE A NUMBER OF
VERY FRANK QUESTIONS. SINCE YOU RECEIVE MORE
GOVERNMENT FUNDS THAN ANY OTHER EDUCATIONAL
INSTITUTION IN THE COUNTRY, I, AS A TAXPAYER,
MAY CLAIM THE RIGHT TO DO SO.

I HOPE YOU WILL NOT CONSIDER THIS AS AN ABUSE
OF THE GRACIOUS INVITATION EXTENDED ME BY
PRESIDENT ROMAN.

1. GOING OVER THE BOOK *THE UNIVERSITY OF THE
PHILPPINES - A UNIVERSITY FOR FILIPINOS* WHICH
WAS PUBLISHED AS U.P. CELEBRATED ITS DIAMOND
JUBILEE TWENTY FIVE YEARS AGO, ONE CANNOT MISS
THE INTRODUCTION THAT SAYS "...A U.P. DEGREE
HOLDER IS GENERALLY BELIEVED TO BE MORE CAPABLE
THAN MOST COLLEGE GRADUATES, AS WELL AS IMBUED
WITH A SENSE OF PURPOSE...WITH MINDS CAPABLE OF
NEW IDEAS AND PERCEPTIONS AND PASSIONATE
COMMITMENT TO THE SOCIAL GOOD".

IF U.P. HAS ACCURATELY CLAIMED THAT DURING THE
PAST 62 YEARS, AFTER WE LEFT THE U.S. UMBRELLA,
U.P. GRADUATES HAVE OCCUPIED THE PRESIDENTIAL
CHAIR FOR 46 YEARS, THEN I MAY ASK YOU "WHY ARE
WE IN SUCH A MESS?"

OVER FIFTY YEARS AGO, WE WERE TOLD THAT WITH
OUR ADVANTAGES OF BEING A CHRISTIAN NATION AND
A DEMOCRACY, WE WILL BE, NEXT TO JAPAN, THE
LEADING NATION IN EAST ASIA. TODAY WE FIND
OURSELVES IN A STEADILY DECLINING POSITION
REGARDLESS OF WHAT MEASURE WE GO BY: POVERTY
INDEX, PER CAPITA SPENDING ON EDUCATION, CRIME
RATE, CORRUPTION RANKING, PEACE AND ORDER,
RURAL HEALTH, THE LIST GOES ON.

UNFORTUNATELY, WE HAVE EVEN FOUND OURSELVES,
INSPITE OF OUR LARGE POPULATION, WITH THE
LAMENTABLE DISTINCTION OF BEING THE ONLY MAJOR
SOUTHEAST ASIAN NATION THAT DID NOT WIN ANY
MEDAL AT THE RECENTLY CONCLUDED OLYMPIC GAMES.

CAN WE BLAME THE RELIGION SPAIN BROUGHT TO OUR
SHORES FIVE CENTURIES AGO FOR OUR LIMITATIONS
OR THE U.S. FOR THE FAILURE OF OUR DEMOCRACY?
SHOULDN'T OUR DECADES OF FREEDOM BE LONG ENOUGH
FOR US TO CORRECT ANY INHERITED
DISADVANTAGES?

WITH ALL THE TALENTED PEOPLE WE HAVE, WHY HAVE
WE NOT BEEN ABLE TO PRODUCE A LEE KWAN YEW, WHO
IN ONE GENERATION BROUGHT HIS PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE
TO INCOME LEVELS OF THE U.S. OR GERMANY?

OR A K. T. LI OF TAIWAN, A PHYSICS GRADUATE OF
CAMBRIDGE, WHO INTRODUCED THE COMPUTER TO EVERY
AGE GROUP IN TAIWAN SO THAT THIS SMALL COUNTRY
HAS BECOME THE LARGEST EXPORTER OF COMPUTERS AND
COMPONENTS?

OR A MAHATHIR OF MALAYSIA WHO GREATLY IMPROVED
INFRASTRUCTURE AND INCREASED INCOME LEVELS OF
ALL CITIZENS IN A MIXED SOCIETY OF MALAYS,
CHINESE AND INDIANS?

OR A GENERAL PARK OF SOUTH KOREA WHOSE TOUGH
AND DISCIPLINED ADMINISTRATION INDUSTRIALIZED A
COUNTRY WHERE THE LARGE FIRMS SUCCESSFULLY
COMPETED WITH THE COMPANIES OF ITS FORMER
COLONIAL MASTER?

OR A DENG HSIAO PING WHO RELEASED THE ENERGY OF
HIS PEOPLE TO ACHIEVE IN 25 YEARS THE GREATEST
REDUCTION OF POVERTY IN WORLD HISTORY?

WE DID HAVE THE PROMISE OF A RAMON MAGSAYSAY WHO
AS SECRETARY OF DEFENSE GREATLY IMPROVED PEACE
AND ORDER BUT WHOSE UNFORTUNATE EARLY DEATH 50
YEARS AGO PREVENTED HIM FROM CARRYING OUT A
PROGRAM TO IMPROVE THE LIVES OF THE
BOTTOM GROUP OF OUR PEOPLE.

THEN WE HAD RAFAEL SALAS, A BRILLIANT GRADUATE
OF U.P. IN 1969, FRESH FROM MANAGING THE
TRANSFORMATION OF CHRONIC SHORTAGE INTO AN
ASTOUNDING PHILIPPINE RICE SUFFICIENCY
BREAKTHROUGH, SALAS ACCEPTED A UNITED
NATIONS OFFER TO HEAD A FLEDGLING FUND. HE
BELIEVED AT THE U.N. THERE WOULD BE A POSSIBLITY
OF MAKING A CONTRIBUTION TO SOLVING WHAT HE
THOUGHT WAS BECOMING ONE OF THE WORLD'S MAJOR
PROBLEMS - POPULATION. HE THOUGHT THAT
THE SAME STRATEGIES EMPLOYED IN THE RICE
SUFFICIENCY PROGRAM, WOULD WORK IN
A SOPHISTICATED INTERNATIONAL ENVIRONMENT
AS THEY DID IN TRADITION BOUND PHILIPPINE RURAL
COMMUNITIES. IN FACT HE WAS PROVEN RIGHT.
ALEX MARSHALL OF THE UNITED NATIONS POPULATION
FUND WRITES:

"THE CONSENSUS WHICH SALAS BUILT IS MORE THAN
AN ACT OF DIPLOMACY. IT IS THE SOLID EVIDENCE OF
THE RECOGNITION WORLDWIDE OF THE IMPORTANCE OF
POPULATION IN DEVELOPMENT PROGRAMMES. IT HAS
HELPED TO CHANGE THE POLICIES OF GOVERNMENTS; IT
HAS HELPED TO CHANGE THE LIVES OF MILLIONS OF
PEOPLE. IT HAS SET MEN AND WOMEN FREE TO MAKE
CHOICES FOR THEMSELVES, AND HELPED SECURE
THE FUTURE OF CHILDREN YET UNBORN. THEY AND ALL
OF US STAND IN HIS DEBT."

BUT FILIPINOS HAVE SURMISED THAT RAFAEL LEFT THE
PHILIPPINES BECAUSE HIS INTEGRITY AND COMPETENCE
COULD NOT SURVIVE IN A CLIMATE OF GOVERNMENT
CORRUPTION.

WILL U.P. BE ABLE TO PRODUCE OTHER LEADERS LIKE
SALAS AND CAN THEY SUCCEED IN THE PHILIPPINE
POLITICAL SOIL?

IN 1983, THIRTY YEARS AFTER HE HAD GRADUATED FROM
THIS UNIVERSITY, AND AT THAT TIME AN UNDER SECRETARY
GENERAL AT THE UNITED NATIONS, HE RETURNED HERE
TO RECEIVE AN HONORARY DOCTOR OF LAWS DEGREE FROM
HIS ALMA MATER. AS SALAS THANKED THE UNIVERSITY
FOR THE HONOR CONFERRED ON HIM, HE ALSO TOOK
LEAVE BY ASKING THE QUESTION:

"WHAT CAN THE SCHOLARS OF THIS UNIVERSITY DO TO
SOLVE THE PROBLEMS OF THE PHILIPPINES WHEN IT
WILL BE A COUNTRY OF 70 MILLION PEOPLE"?

HIS WIDOW, CARMELITA R. SALAS, THE HIGHLY RESPECTED
PHILIPPINE AMBASSADOR TO THE CZECH REPUBLIC,
SPEAKING AT THE WORLD POPULATION DAY FORUM IN MANILA
THIS LAST JULY, POINTED TO THIS VERY SAME CONCERN.
TODAY, SHE SAID, THE PHILIPPINES IS A COUNTRY OF
89 MILLION, AND IN 2030 WILL BE CLOSE TO 140 MILLION.
AGAIN, RAFAEL WOULD HAVE ASKED THE SCHOLARS OF THIS
UNIVERSITY THE SAME QUESTION TODAY.

I ASK: WHAT WOULD BE THEIR ANSWER?

POST EDSA I, IN FEBRUARY OF 1987, WHEN FREEDOM IN THE
PHILIPPINES HAD BEEN WON WITH WHAT THE WORLD WOULD
KNOW AS "PEOPLE POWER", SALAS WAS KEYNOTE SPEAKER AT
THE DISTRICT MEETING OF ROTARY CLUBS IN MANILA. IN
A SPEECH THAT ONE ROTARIAN REFERRED TO AS THE BEST
SONA HE HAD EVER HEARD, RAFAEL SPOKE ON "MANAGING THE
AFTERMATH". LET ME READ TO YOU PART OF WHAT HE SAID:

"BUT THIS FREEDOM CANNOT BE FULLY EXERCISED UNLESS
THERE IS ORDER. GOVERNMENTS ARE INSTITUTED TO INSURE
PEACE, STABILITY AND CONTINUITY; TO ENABLE THE
CITIZENS TO PLAN THEIR FUTURE AND INSURE THE SURVIVAL
AND GROWTH OF THEIR CHILDREN. THE RESUMPTION OF
HOSTILITIES WITH THE NPA AND THE CONSTANT THREAT OF
REBELLION IN MINDANAO AND A VERY HIGH INCIDENCE OF
CRIME ARE POINTERS OF THE LACK OF ORDER I SPEAK OF.
INSECURITY STIFLES PRODUCTIVITY. NO LONG-TERM
INVESTMENT AND HIGH PRODUCTIVITY CAN BE ENCOURAGED
WHEN BUSINESSMEN FEEL UNCERTAIN AND INSECURE. THE
ADMINISTRATION HAS EXERTED A SINCERE EFFORT TO
RESOLVE THESE PROBLEMS. BUT TIME PRESSES. ORDER MUST
PREVAIL. A FREE SOCIETY CANNOT BE MOBILIZED FOR
DEVELOPMENT UNLESS THERE IS A FEELING OF SAFETY
AND CONFIDENCE IN THE FUTURE."

THE SAME SPEECH WOULD HAVE BEEN RELEVANT POST EDSA II.

HOW PROPHETIC AND UNFORTUNATE THAT THINGS HAVE NOT
CHANGED THE PAST 20 YEARS!

BUT "WHY" WE MUST ASK OURSELVES.

LET US BEGIN BY FOCUSING ON EDUCATION.

WE TEND TO UNFAIRLY BLAME EVERY CURRENT ADMINISTRATION
FOR OUR PROBLEMS. BUT CAN'T WE SEE THAT THE STEADY
DECLINE OF EDUCATIONAL STANDARDS IS THE CUMULATIVE
EFFECT OF THE NEGLECT OF MANY ADMINISTRATIONS AND THE
UNWILLINGNESS TO ADOPT LONG TERM SOLUTIONS TO PROBLEMS
THAT CANNOT BE SOLVED BY A RIBBON CUTTING EVENT!

THE SUCCESS OR FAILURE OF ANY ORGANIZATION DEPENDS
UPON ITS POLICIES AND EFFORTS ON DEVELOPING ITS
HUMAN RESOURCES. FOR A NATION TO ADOPT SHORT TERM
POLICIES ON EDUCATION IS NATIONAL SUICIDE! DOESN'T THE
SOLUTION OF PEACE AND ORDER PROBLEMS DEPEND UPON
RELATIVELY EQUAL EDUCATIONAL OPPORTUNITIES FOR
THE RICH AND POOR, FOR THE CHRISTIANS AND MOSLEMS?

2. WE AS A NATION ARE PROUD TO HAVE A UNIVERSITY OLDER
THAN HARVARD. PROUD THAT U.P. CELEBRATES THE SUCCESS
OF A HUNDRED YEARS. WE ARE PROUD OF ATENEO, LA SALLE
AND MANY OTHER CATHOLIC UNIVERSITIES WHERE MEN AND
WOMEN OF UPPER INCOME GROUPS ARE EDUCATED.

WE PRAISE THESE INSTITUTIONS OF LEARNING BUT AS A
NATION WE SEEM TO ACCEPT THE SCANDALOUSLY HIGH
NATIONAL DROPOUT RATES OF STUDENTS IN BASIC
EDUCATION. THE FIGURES ARE WORSE IN MOSLEM AREAS AND
IN POOR COMMUNITIES.

IN MANY TOWNS AND VILLAGES, SYNERGEIA, LED BY NENE
GUEVARA, AND WORKING WITH MAYORS AND COMMUNITY
LEADERS WHO WANT CHANGE, HAS IMPROVED LITERACY RATES.
BUT MUCH, MUCH GREATER NATIONAL EFFORTS ARE NEEDED.

AS THE RECIPIENT OF THE LARGEST OF GOVERNMENT EDUCATION
FUNDS, SHOULDN'T U.P. ENDEAVOR TO ENLIST ITS MANY
SUCCESSFUL AND WEALTHY ALUMNI IN A CAMPAIGN TO RETURN
TO THEIR ALMA MATER THE BENEFITS THEY HAVE RECEIVED
FROM THE SCHOOL AND THUS ENABLE MORE FUNDS TO BE
DIVERTED FROM U.P. AND ALLOCATED TO BASIC EDUCATION?

SHOULD THE STUDENTS FROM UPPER INCOME GROUPS NOT BE
ASKED TO PAY FOR THE FULL COST OF EDUCATION? WHEN
UPPER INCOME FAMILIES SEND THEIR CHILDREN ABROAD,
THEY DO PAY "FULL TUITION". SHOULD THEY NOT BE ASKED
TO DO THE SAME IN THEIR OWN COUNTRY?

HAS U.P. STUDIED HOW NEIGHBORING COUNTRIES HAVE
DROPPED POVERTY LEVELS?

THE ASIAN DEVELOPMENT BANK JUST RELEASED A REPORT
POINTING OUT THAT THE PHILIPPINES AND INDIA, WHO
CLAIM TO BE DEMOCRACIES, LAG BEHIND EAST ASIAN
COUNTRIES IN REDUCING POVERTY. CHINA AND VIETNAM,
BOTH AUTHORITARIAN STATES, ARE THE TWO COUNTRIES
THAT HAVE RAPIDLY REDUCED POVERTY. ARE THERE
LESSONS TO BE LEARNED HERE?

WHY HAVE SINGAPORE AND THAILAND DEVELOPED HOSPITALS
FOR "MEDICAL TOURISM" WHILE WE SEND OUR EXCELLENT
DOCTORS AND NURSES TO DEVELOPED COUNTRIES? SHOULD
WE NOT ADVOCATE SOME SYSTEM WHERE DESTINATION
COUNTRIES COMPENSATE US FOR TRAINING THESE
PROFESSIONALS?

ARE INWARD REMITTANCES OF POOR OVERSEAS WORKERS
WITH DIVIDED FAMILIES OFFSETTING OUTWARD REMITTANCES
OF UPPER INCOME FILIPINOS, EDUCATED IN SUBSIDIZED
SCHOOLS LIKE U.P., AND SETTING UP HOUSEHOLDS ABROAD?

YOU CAN, OF COURSE, TELL ME THAT THE WORLD IS FLAT
AND YOUNG PEOPLE SHOULD BE FREE TO MOVE ANYWHERE. YES
- OUR YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN SHOULD GO ABROAD - IT WIDENS
THEIR HORIZON AND GIVES THEM THE SKILLS TO BETTER
SERVE THEIR COUNTRY. BUT WE SHOULD STRIVE TO KEEP
THEIR HEARTS FILIPINO AND WITH A RESOLVE THAT THEY
WILL RETURN TO SERVE IN THEIR COUNTRY'S DEVELOPMENT.
AND GOVERNMENT POLICY SHOULD WORK WITH THEM TO USE
ITS LIMITED RESOURCES TO REDUCE POVERTY AND IMPROVE
THE LIVES OF ALL CITIZENS.

IS U.P. DOING ITS PART TO HELP GOVERNMENT ADOPT LONG
TERM EDUCATIONAL MEASURES TO ENSURE THIS?

3. WE ALL AGREE ON THE NEED OF NATIONAL UNITY. CAN
WE POINT TO THE POLITICS OF FRATERNITIES AS THE ROOT
OF THE EXCESSIVE TIME SPENT ON NATIONAL POLITICS? OR
IS THE LACK OF UNITY A BASIC DISADVANTAGE OF AN
ISLAND NATION?

IS THE SLUGGISH PACE OF ECONOMIC DEVELOPMENT THE
RESULT OF BLIND ACCEPTANCE OF WESTERN THINKING THAT
POLITICAL FREEDOM OR DEMOCRACY COMES AHEAD OF
ECONOMIC FREEDOM? DOESN'T DEMOCRACY ASSUME THAT
THERE MUST BE THE "RULE OF LAW" WHICH IMPLIES AN
INDEPENDENT JUDICIARY WITH WELL TRAINED AND
WELL PAID HONEST LAWYERS? WHERE JUDGES MAY BE
POORLY PAID AND SUBJECT TO POLITICAL PRESSURES IS
IT POSSIBLE TO HAVE AN INDEPENDENT JUDICIARY LET
ALONE A WORKING DEMOCRACY?

U.P. HAS PRODUCED EXCELLENT LAWYERS AND MANY OF
THE BAR TOPNOTCHERS THAT ARE MANAGING THE LARGE
LAW FIRMS - BUT ARE THEY LEADERS IN REFORMING
THE JUDICIAL SYSTEM?

4. U.P. AND ASIA

HOW CLOSE IS U.P. TO RECOGNIZING THAT THE
PHILIPPINES IS PART OF ASIA AND THAT CHINA, INDIA
AND JAPAN WILL BE EXERTING MORE INFLUENCE ON OUR
FUTURE THAN THE U.S. AND EUROPE?

IS THE FACULTY OF U.P.'S SCHOOL OF ASIAN STUDIES
DEEPLY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT THE CULTURE AND THE
POLITICAL THINKING OF OUR NEIGHBORS AND ARE THEY
PROFICIENT IN OTHER ASIAN LANGUAGES?

EVEN JAPAN, VERY CLOSELY ALLIED TO THE U.S., DOES
NOT HAVE THE GOVERNMENT OR ECONOMIC STRUCTURE OF
THE WESTERN WORLD. THE PARTY IN POWER HAS NOT
CHANGED FOR OVER 50 YEARS AND ITS CORPORATE
STRUCTURE AND BEHAVIOR ARE VERY DIFFERENT FROM
WESTERN FIRMS.

WITH THE TOYOTA DONATION, YOU WILL AT LEAST HAVE
THE PHYSICAL STRUCTURE FOR THE SCHOOL OF ASIAN
STUDIES. BUT THE FACULTY IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT
THAN THE BUILDING.

DOES OUR BEING THE ONLY CATHOLIC COUNTRY IN ASIA,
WITH AN EXTREMELY CONSERVATIVE CHURCH LEADERSHIP,
SEEN ONLY IN POLAND AND MALTA, HAMPER OUR CAPACITY
TO UNDERSTAND OUR ASIAN NEIGHBORS? WHAT IS THE ROLE
OF U.P. AS THE ONLY WELL KNOWN PHILIPPINE UNIVERSITY
THAT IS NOT CATHOLIC?

WITH A 6% MOSLEM MINORITY AND OUR DEPENDENCE ON
IMPORTED ENERGY, DOES U.P. HAVE A FACULTY THAT IS
KNOWLEDGEABLE IN THE HISTORY AND CULTURE OF THE
MIDDLE EAST AND FLUENT IN ARABIC LANGUAGES?

TO FOLLOW U.S. POLICY, WHICH WILL HAVE TO FAVOR
ISRAEL, CAN ONLY SPELL DISASTER FOR THE PHILIPPINES.

HAS U.P. STUDIED WHAT MEASURES SHOULD BE TAKEN
TO NARROW THE EDUCATION GAP BETWEEN CHRISTIANS
AND MOSLEMS?

5. U.P. CAMPUS

ABOUT 10 DAYS AGO I WAS PRESENT AT THE CEREMONIES
WHEN TOYOTA, RESPONDING TO THE EFFORTS OF GEORGE TY,
AGREED TO DONATE THE VERY ATTRACTIVE P100 MILLION
BUILDING TO U.P. ITS ARCHITECT, JOSE DANILO SILVESTRE,
DEAN OF THE COLLEGE OF ARCHITECTURE, ASSURED ME THAT
HE AND OTHER ALUMNI LIKE MR. PALAFOX, NOTED URBAN
DESIGNER, WOULD BE WILLING TO DONATE THEIR TIME AND
EXPERTISE TO LANDSCAPE THE PRESENT CAMPUS.

MAINTENANCE OF A "NEW" CAMPUS CAN BE ASSIGNED TO
BUILDING OCCUPANTS OR FRATERNITIES, OR STUDENT
ORGANIZATIONS. MAYBE YOU CAN COLLECT PARKING FEES
FROM CARS PARKED IN THE CAMPUS. TALENTED FILIPINO
ARTISTS AND SCULPTORS CAN THEN BE ENCOURAGED TO
DISPLAY THEIR WORK IN THE CAMPUS!

DOES U.P. HAVE A DEVELOPMENT PLAN FOR ITS LARGE
CAMPUS?

6. U.P. AND TOURISM

OUR 3,000,000 ARRIVALS A YEAR ARE WAY BEHIND
OUR NEIGHBORS' 10 TO 12 MILLION VISITORS. TOURISM
BENEFITS ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE. OUR
PEOPLE ARE KNOWN TO BE THE MOST HOSPITABLE AND
FRIENDLY. WE ARE AHEAD OF OUR NEIGHBORS IN ENGLISH,
THE FIRST LANGUAGE OF TOURISM.

WHEN I VISITED BOHOL LAST YEAR I WAS TOLD THE
INFLUX OF GERMAN TOURISTS TO THE ATTRACTIVE ISLAND
IS DUE TO THE 200 GERMANS WHO HAVE HAPPILY
SETTLED THERE WITH THEIR FILIPINA WIVES.

THE HOSPITALITY INDUSTRY WILL BE THE GROWTH AREA
OF THE COUNTRY. WILL YOUR DIFFERENT SCHOOLS PLAY
A MAJOR ROLE IN ASSISTING SECRETARY DURANO
ACHIEVE HIS TARGETS?

7. U.P. AND AGRICULTURE

I HAVE MET MANY THAIS WHO ARE GRADUATES OF THE
PRESTIGIOUS LOS BAムOS AGRICULTURAL SCHOOL. BUT I
WONDER WHY THE THAIS, WHO USUALLY BRING BACK A
FILIPINA WIFE, HAVE MADE THAI AGRICULTURE MUCH
MORE PRODUCTIVE AND EFFICIENT THAN WHAT WE HAVE
BEEN ABLE TO DO HERE.

LET US TAKE NOTICE OF THE DOLE SUCCESS STORY. AS
DEAN OF THE BUSINESS SCHOOL, CESAR VIRATA HAD
STRONGLY ADVOCATED COOPERATION WITH LOS BAムOS.
THROUGH HIS EFFORTS, DOLE ESTABLISHED THEIR VERY
SUCCESSFUL AND PRODUCTIVE AGRI-BUSINESS OPERATIONS
IN MINDANAO.

WITH THE CATHOLIC CHURCH'S CAMPAIGN AGAINST A
SOUND GOVERNMENT POPULATION POLICY, WHICH IN
TURN HAMPERS THE COUNTRY'S CAPACITY FOR ADDRESSING
ITS POPULATION GROWTH RATE, PERHAPS U.P.'S
CONTRIBUTION TO INCREASING RICE PRODUCTION, CAN
PREVENT A RECURRENCE OF THE PROBLEM THAT WE HAD
THIS YEAR!

I WAS ON THE BOARD OF A MALAYSIAN PALM OIL COMPANY
THAT WAS DIVERSIFYING INTO BAMBOO, THEY TOLD ME
THE BAMBOO EXPERTS WERE IN LOS BAムOS. YET WE
IMPORT BAMBOO SHOOTS FROM CHINA!

SINCE AGRICULTURE IS STILL THE MOST IMPORTANT
PART OF OUR ECONOMY, SHOULDN'T U.P. THEN, IN
COOPERATION WITH SUCCESSFUL FARMERS, PUT
PARTICULAR FOCUS ON THE STUDY AND IMPLEMENTATION
OF EFFICIENT FOOD PRODUCTION TO BRING FOOD
COSTS DOWN?

8. ALUMNI RELATIONS

A NEW UNIVERSITY HAS THE DISADVANTAGE OF NOT
HAVING A SUCCESSFUL ALUMNI GROUP THAT YOU CAN
TAP FOR FUNDS.

U.P. HAS THE ADVANTAGE OF CELEBRATING A
CENTENNIAL WITH VERY DISTINGUISHED AND WEALTHY
GRADUATES IN PRACTICALLY EVERY FIELD OF ACTIVITY.
BUT HAS YOUR DEPENDENCE ON GOVERNMENT FUNDS
RESULTED IN A NEGLECT OF YOUR ALUMNI? HOW MANY
BUILDINGS, LABORATORIES, AUDITORIUMS,
PROFESSORIAL CHAIRS HAVE BEEN DONATED BY YOUR
MANY PROSPEROUS ALUMNI?

MANY OF THE FACILITIES AT THE PHILIPPINE
GENERAL HOSPITAL NEEDS IMPROVEMENT. YET THIS
WAS THE TRAINING GROUND OF MANY DOCTORS FROM
U.P. ONE VERY SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE U.P. MEDICAL
SCHOOL GRADUATE IN THE U.S., WHO IS PLANNING
TO RETIRE HERE, TOLD ME HE WAS SHOCKED WHEN
SOME OF HIS CLASSMATES HERE WERE BRAGGING ABOUT
HOW LITTLE TAXES THEY WERE PAYING INSPITE OF
THEIR LUXURIOUS HOUSES, CARS AND TRIPS ABROAD!

ARE YOUR ALUMNI AWARE THAT THEY CAN LEGALLY
REDUCE TAXES BY DONATING TO U.P.? MAYBE
YEARLY SEMINARS TO UPDATE YOUR GRADUATES
ON THE LATEST DEVELOPMENTS IN THEIR PROFESSION
CAN ENCOURAGE THEM TO GIVE AN ANNUAL
AMOUNT TO U.P.

I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT A WELL ORGANIZED AND
AGGRESSIVE ALUMNI RELATIONS OFFICE WILL YIELD
LARGE DIVIDENDS FOR U.P. AND THE NATION.

9. FACULTY

THE GREATNESS OF A UNIVERSITY IS ALWAYS MEASURED
BY ITS FACULTY. FACULTY THAT WILL INSPIRE NOT
MERELY INSTRUCT. MENTORS THAT WILL ENCOURAGE
LEARNING AND THE USE OF THIS KNOWLEDGE TOWARDS
NATION BUILDING.

A NATION'S PROGRESS IS ALSO DETERMINED BY WHAT
IT DOES TO DEVELOP ITS HUMAN RESOURCES.

I READ THE REPORT OF YOUR NATIONAL COLLEGE OF
PUBLIC ADMINISTRATION AND GOVERNANCE AND WAS
VERY IMPRESSED WITH THE QUALIFICATIONS OF THE
FACULTY AND LECTURERS. ASIDE FROM SEMINARS,
PUBLICATIONS AND WORKSHOPS, WON'T IT BE WONDERFUL
IF THEY CAN IMPLEMENT THE MANY CHANGES THEY ARE
ADVOCATING, IN BASIC EDUCATION, IN THE CIVIL
SERVICE, IN LOCAL GOVERNMENT AND IN THE FIGHT
AGAINST CORRUPTION?

MY CONTACTS WITH YOUR FACULTY ARE MAINLY FROM
YOUR EXCELLENT SCHOOL OF ECONOMICS AND THE
BUSINESS SCHOOL AND, OF COURSE, WITH CYNTHIA
BAUTISTA WHO HAS GIVEN INVALUABLE HELP TO THE
MAGSAYSAY FOUNDATION IN FOCUSING ON ITS
PLANS FOR THE NEXT 50 YEARS.

IS THIS STANDARD OF EXCELLENCE I SEE ALSO FOUND
IN THE OTHER DEPARTMENTS?

CAN U.P. ENCOURAGE ITS BRIGHT FACULTY TO PUBLISH
OBJECTIVE POSITION PAPERS ON NATIONAL ISSUES
THAT WILL STOP THE ENDLESS AND CONFUSING DEBATES
THAT ARE IN FULL PAGE ADS IN THE DAILY NEWSPAPERS?

CONSIDERING THE CONTRIBUTION U.P. CAN MAKE IN
OUR NATION'S FUTURE, SHOULD THIS UNIVERSITY
NOT HAVE A "THINK TANK" WITH EXPERTS FROM ITS
DIFFERENT SCHOOLS, POSSIBLY ALSO WORKING WITH
NON U.P. GRADUATES, TO STUDY WHERE THE NATION
IS TODAY, ITS NEGATIVES AND POSITIVES, AND
HOW IT COULD MOVE FORWARD IN THE NEXT 25 AND
50 YEARS?

HOPEFULLY, OUR MANY BRIGHT PEOPLE WILL UNITE
BEHIND THIS PROGRAM TO REDUCE POVERTY AND PUT
THE PHILIPPINES AGAIN IN A RESPECTABLE
POSITION IN ASIA.

MAYBE SOME OF THE QUESTIONS I HAVE RAISED
MAY BE EXPECTING TOO MUCH FROM AN EDUCATIONAL
INSTITUTION, WITH LIMITED FUNDS, TO SOLVE
ALL OF OUR NATIONAL PROBLEMS.

BUT IT IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP. THE
BRIGHTEST YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN COME TO YOUR
CAMPUS AND FOR THESE YOUNG MINDS, YOU MUST
ENDEAVOR TO ATTRACT AND RETAIN THE BEST
FACULTY IN EVERY SCHOOL.

IT IS MY PROFOUND HOPE THAT AGAINST ALL
CHALLENGES, THIS GREAT UNIVERSITY, WITH AN
INSPIRED ADMINISTRATION, A STRONG FACULTY
AND AN ALUMNI CONSCIOUS OF ITS RESPONSIBILITY
TO THE NATION, CAN, TOGETHER WITH THE SECRETARY
OF EDUCATION, TAKE THE LEAD IN THE IMPLEMENTATION
OF MAJOR REFORMS IN OUR PUBLIC SCHOOLS, WITHOUT
WHICH POVERTY REDUCTION WILL BE DIFFICULT. AND
WITHOUT WHICH, EQUAL OPPORTUNITY FOR ALL ITS
CITIZENS TO BENEFIT FROM ECONOMIC GROWTH WILL NOT
BE ATTAINABLE.

WITH THE PRESENT FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES FACING
THE DEVELOPED WORLD, OPTIMISTS ARE IN SHORT
SUPPLY. BUT CAN WE HOPE THAT WE COULD FOLLOW THE
PATH OF IRELAND, ALSO A VERY STRONG CATHOLIC
COUNTRY, THAT WAS ABLE TO CONVINCE THE POLITICAL
PARTIES TO ADOPT A COMMON ECONOMIC PROGRAM WHICH
RESULTED IN THE RETURN OF THE YOUNG TALENTED
PEOPLE THAT HAD MIGRATED TO THE UNITED STATES
AND UNITED KINGDOM? CAN THE VERY COMPETENT AND
DISCIPLINED ECONOMISTS OF U.P. LEAD IN SUCH
AN EFFORT?

ONLY THEN CAN A UNITED, PEACEFUL AND PROSPEROUS
NATION BECOME A REALITY!

U.P. ALUMNI CLOSELY IDENTIFY THE OBLATION WITH
THEIR ALMA MATER. BUT HOW MANY OF THEM REALLY
KNOW THAT WHEN THE SCULPTOR TOLENTINO CREATED THIS
FIGURE OF A YOUNG MAN WHOSE ARMS ARE OUTSTRETCHED
IN A GESTURE OF SACRIFICE TO HIS COUNTRY AND
HUMANITY, THE ARTIST ALSO PLACED AT ITS FEET
A CLUSTER OF *KATAKALANTA *LEAVES, A PLANT THAT
RAPIDLY MULTIPLIES TO SYMBOLIZE, AS TOLENTINO
TELLS US THE "UNDYING STREAM OF HEROISM IN
THE FILIPINO RACE."

* *

AS THIS UNIVERSITY CELEBRATES ITS HUNDREDTH
ANNIVERSARY I ASK A FINAL QUESTION: CAN WE
EXPECT FROM U.P.'S LEADERSHIP THIS HEROISM
THE COUNTRY BEGS FOR?

Damn all viruses...

2008-09-30T20:05:00.000+06:00

my usb just died today.. crap!... my files my beloved files.. i know i shouldn't save impt. files with perma.. but saonz nlng! kelanagn eh!!!... huhuhhu

super virus jud au!.. it ate 3gig worth of files... and now i found out that my computer is also infected! saon nlng jud... pagka jud.. huhuhuhuhu i don't want to reformat my PC.i CANT reformat my pc...

leche jud ning virus! hmph... dili rba ma erase kay mag cge ra balik balik.... grrrr....

hopefully mawala na ni now.. ako magikon...

guys i suggest you check your comps, esp laptops.. feel nko naay someone sa ato class nga naay virus nya wala lng nabantayan.. huuhuhuh

salamat po :)

2008-09-25T17:48:00.000+06:00

i've been to the lowest of the low

waaayy beyond panicked, waaay beyond embarrased...

i was so upset that i kept smiling and laughing and crying and i just didn't know what to do anymore...

i'm just thankful that you guys stayed by my side

i'm also super thankful that i have a super understanding, overseer, "pick me up-per", taray, referee for a sister...

how i wish you weren't miles away from home... yo'ure probably the only one who can calm me down like this .. thank you...

:)

UP Pep Squad : a repost

2008-09-24T17:25:00.000+06:00

It's about time we build our own team.
Our own cheerleading squad.
Ishagit og kusog.
Unibersidad ng Pilipinas - sa Sugbo! (okay, that sounds weird)

Do you have what it takes to become a cheerleader?

AUDITIONS!!!

UP CEBU PEP SQUAD

September 26, 2008, exactly 5pm,
UP Cebu High School Covered Court

For more details, pls. contact Ms. Macasil of the PE Dept.

OPEN TO ALL UPIANS
Arts.Comm Team, Management Tycoons,
NSMD Scions, CompSci Torrents, SocSci Stallions

This is about UP CEBU PRIDE

whateverness....

2008-09-23T12:32:00.000+06:00

I know i complain a lot whenever something's troubling me.. and i know i annoy a lot of people, heck i even annoy myself to the point that i never want to wake up or would pray that i would just drop dead...the type of annoyance that makes me wish that the ground below me will open up and swallow me...

to be honest, i am really very tired of my life.. gikapoy nko..

i'm tired of pretending, i'm tired of controlling, i'm tired of wishing that i wasn't me.. BUT

if i don't control me, if i don't pretend at times, IF i let out what i really would like to do....

trust me, you'd wish that you never knew me... i'm not a monster... it's just that i have a bad temper and i can be really annoying... as much as possible i try to be patient... i want to be patient... but the the problem is, a lot of things right now are making it sooo hard for me that i can barely pretend that i'm okay...

tears can be very powerful weapons.. they can actually help you move mountains... but my tears are actually more like my defense than my offense..i cry when i can't control it anymore, i cry when i can no longer carry the burden that i'm carrying...i cry when i'm all out of ideas...

call me a kid, call me emo, call me whatever you'd like.... the truth is, i couldn't care less... i've been tagged with a lot of names that i really don't care anymore...

i'm tired tired tired....please, someone get a gun and shoot me... seriously

i never knew college is such a bitch... when i was a kid, i thought college was the best time of our lives... you get to study what you love, meet people that you admire, have fun doing what you do best.... hoooo booyyy i was sooo wrong....

college=stress=bitches=damnthemalltohell=stress

i HATE that i am so dependent... i actually love to be alone... i enjoy staying home alone, working alone (with stuff that i like)... it's just that i can never be really alone coz i don't have enough confidence.. you see, i've got this problem with people... it kinda comes and goes so whatever... i get scared when talking to people i don't know, i get lost easily (super!) .. well it all boils down to me having extremely bad stagefright...

i'm a loner who loves company, a professional lier who values honesty

i'm a coward who brave battles, a toddler hiding her rattle

i am everthing that i wrote here, including the clown who wears a mask.

whatever.damn.

Vanilla mood!!.... you MUST love them... :D

2008-09-17T15:48:00.000+06:00

Waaaaa..i soo love this band, they can do magic with their instruments... classic, pop, jazz basta amazing!!... :) check out more of their videos at youtube :) ...

Keiko (piano) and waka (flute).. my super faves!

Mariko (cello) and Yui (flute) are sooo cool too... :D

Haru Full Prunn

Shizuka

let me please breakdown...

2008-08-26T20:07:00.000+06:00

Jack Johnson- Breakdown

I hope this old train breaks down
then I could take a walk around
and, see what there is to see
and time is just a melody
all the people in the street
walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roam through town
And though my windows got a view
The frame im looking through
seems to have no concern for me now
so for now

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown

This engine screams out loud
Sayin the beat gunna crawl westbound
so I dont even make a sound
cause its gunna sting me when I leave this town
All the people in the street
that i'll never get to meet
if these dont bend somehow
and I got no time
that I got to get to
where I dont need to be
So I

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
but I cant stop now
let me break on down

But you cant stop nothing
if you got no control
of the thoughts in your mind
that you kept in, you know
you dont know nothing
but you dont need to know
the wisdoms in the trees
not the glass windows
You cant stop wishing
If you dont let go
But things that you find
and you lose, and you know
you keep on rolling
put the moment on hold
the frames too bright
so put the blinds down low

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
but I cant stop now

how do you...

2008-08-24T11:54:00.000+06:00

how do you deal with anger and hate
so much that you want to expel what you ate

how do you deal with the burning inside you
wanting to scream because you don't know what to do

you go out, you laugh, you smile
but behind all that, you're frowning all the while

all this hate, all this resentment
how i wish it would turn into excitement

but it seems hell is on my side
because it's giving me one hell of a ride

I'm lonely, i'm annoyed and i'm outraged too
I'm miserably infuriated..all because i hate you!

i hate you i hate you i hetchooo!!!

Give me a break!

2008-08-22T16:21:00.000+06:00

I want one day.. just one day of PEACE...

the type of peace and quiet that can make you super refreshed after...

The type of peace and quiet that no one can break..

Please leave me alone...

Stop talking to me for one day... one day please..

I don't want to help you anymore... but i can't ignore you coz i know that would be wrong...

I'm done being your secretary.. i'd rather be your boss who'll edit and NOT make your work...

Stop giving me crap since i'm already helping you..

You can't even help me look for the damned lighter when there was a black out...

Stop... coz if you won't... i might forget that you're older than me... I

and for the two of you...Stop ignoring him and start lecturing him..

we might end up with negative results but seriously?.. right now, I COULDN'T CARE LESS...

tapos na akong mag rant... bow...

For My Mom. (a repost from chixgorgeous) :D

2008-08-17T21:39:00.000+06:00

well.. these past few days my mom has been sooo excited to call us. Sun cellular has finally reached our area in bukidnon... hehehe..so she calls on my celphone now and just loves to chat (we also love the idea that finally, our phonebill will no longer skyrocket!) teehee.. anyways, while i was on duty last night at GMA, she texted my globe num...stupid me forgot to save her num so stupid me ignored it till it was too late for me to realize it was her...

i hate making her feel bad (yet i'm soo good at it (0_o) ).. so now i feel bad.. and now i miss her so much...

just thought of sharing this poem with you guys :)

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
"And you never will, but that's O.K.".......

Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered......

"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!
Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,
sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a
wonderful thing a woman is.
Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.

Love your Mother Always

and keep her Smiling

murphy's law

2008-08-12T15:47:00.000+06:00

we were hanging out at the radio lab the other day when rachelle and camille introduced me to one of murphy's law....(i can't remember if we discussed him in class.. hmmm ..oh well :p)

camz, chelle: according to murphy's law.. a person's level of technological comprehension is indirectly proportional to their management... hence we present emem...

hahahaha.. nakakatawa ko... :p ug c ate and kuya.... that's sooo applicable to our family..well cept for papa... he was a manager afterall hahahaha!! :p

tapos na ang 08.08.08!

2008-08-10T06:05:00.000+06:00

finally! tapos na ang 08.08.08

tapos na ang cookout!! hehehehe

according to people we did a good job.. i really don't know if it's true coz for us prod members.. we were to busy working to really watch the show! hahaha :p

makabuang na day!..

Thursday: nagmeeting mi til 12 am...went home to work on our respetiv stuffs so in short wala tulog..

Friday: this is it.. warla to the max... gasto to the max..warla again to the max!! :p pag abot sa 4pm super warla and kulba na.. 5pm.. this is it!!

Saturday: grabbbeeehhh... nag 7 am nalng, gi off nlng namo ang music naa pa japon tao sa field! hahaha :p atot... grabeh patay pa ang prod team cept for icah, butchik and me...well actually karon pko nabuhi.. hahaha

hahaha.. from saturday morning i slept...and slept.. and slept... karon pa jud ko kamata..

this evening i expect to see the posts of my prod mates (pictures oi!!).. kay feeling nko ayha pa na cla ma revive :p hahahaha

haaayyy our hard work really paid off!.. grabe to the max!

to those who came to cookout 888 SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

to those who enjoyed SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

to those who came and hated it. SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :) you guys make our life exciting hehehe

sa tanan, nalingaw o wala.. SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

karon mag thesis mode nasad mi.. hahaha :p

COOKOUT NA!!!

2008-08-07T02:54:00.000+06:00

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

mutumbling nata!! hehehe

anyways, seee you at cookout guys!!... batch eight attend namo 75 ra ang ticket!!!, pag banka lang mo pag ari para maka save!! hehehe joke :p

When it starts getting lonely..

2008-08-02T16:09:00.000+06:00

remeber the Coca Cola ad about a family who through the years started to go their separate ways?.... when i saw that ad during our field trip at manila, i fought hard to keep my tears from flowing...) it would've been pretty weird if i didn't hahaha

anyways.. I grew up with 5 siblings plus our parents.. so that makes us a big family of seven...We'd have amazingly big fights, crazier that crazy pranks and we drove mom and dad nuts!.. hahaha... i can't even forget the time when we decided to chop off the head of ate's prized doll and turn it into a soccer ball hahaha :p

we had lots of awful memories but we had more fun times together!...

The ad really struck me coz, just like the family there.. we started to go on our separate ways and it gets pretty lonely...trust me..

when i was in elementary, my eldest ate left for cebu for college..after a few months, kuya followed, then my other sis then my other bro..When i reached high school, mom and dad plus me were left to eat at a table big enough for 7 people... everytime my sibs came home they'd stick around at home then go out with friends... it wasn't the same.. When my sis left for london it made things worst for me... everytime they'd leave again, i'd wait till i was alone in my room before i started crying.. hahaha i actually did that till i was in high school...pathetic i know..but i hated saying goodbye

now when i get the chance to go home, i get soo happy coz i miss my parents.. but when i get there, we'd often have arguments by the third day...it's normal for us so it's no biggie i guess... when it's time for me to leave id get upset coz i know that mom and dad will be alone at home again... sheesh.. they have 6 dogs to take care of but still, it can be really lonely at times..

I'm being emo right now coz my aunt-in-law just died.. last summer my aunt died..it's a gloomy year for us ..sheesh..

I just hate the felling of losing someone.of someone leaving or the thought of goodbyes... i grew up saying a lot of goodbyes so that's probably why i'm like this...

this christmas, it'll only be me, mom, dad and my other bro... kuya and ate will stay here in cebu for work... the thought of being separated on christmas is so depressing that i wish time would just slow down for me...

one of the most memorable dinners for me was lastlast christmas when we were finally complete... i was ssooo happy that i wanted us all to dine at our favourite seafood resto..we got there.. had a bit of fun..a bit..i wasn't really satisfied coz i know they weren't having fun... but at least we were complete...

i hate goodbyes...i hate growing up..i wish things stayed as it was..

next year, we'll be facing graduation... i'm excited but there'll be a lot of goodbyes.... i hate it...

why can't we all just stay, eat together like we used to? talk like we used to?... :p

emo...sheesh...i just wish we could stop acting like adults even for a day and then remember the god times...

mga angat pinoy!! :p

2008-07-31T16:54:00.000+06:00

hahay.. iw onder what'll happen to our future if we're all angat pinoy..... i wonder....

hahay..pagka nalnag jud....

wa jud tay future ani... kung puro lang ta angat pinoy...

hmph! angat ka jan

camz, thank you for the term! :p hehehehe

I need a new clock...

2008-07-30T21:06:00.000+06:00

I'm alive, alert, awake, enthusiastic!... NOT!! i was the exact opposite the whole day...zombie mode!

When i got home at around 4, all i did was sleep, sleep an sleep... i was just so tired of everything that i just wanted to sleep it off..

when i woke up it was time for dinner... i didn't even bother cleaning the table or doing my chores, i just went right back to sleep...

i woke up again at around 12 am... i remembered that i had to download some songs so i turned on the computer.... i promised myself that i'd go right back to sleep... but sheesh, now that i'm awake i cant seem to haul my butt off the chair and go back to bed...

i can't sleep!! i don't want to be "zombie mode" tomorrow so i want to sleep.. my body clock is so busted and mr. sandman just can't get it up and running again... sheesh... maybe i should start counting dracula's hair.. maybe that would work...@_@..

i don't want to be late tomorrow...i CAN'T be late tomorrow...

I need a break...

taxis and dawn :p

2008-07-22T18:17:00.000+06:00

a lot of my friends tease me coz i often take a taxi home, to school or anywhere else....

lot of times they make me feel that i'm doing something reaaallyyy bad. that i should stop or else something awful might happen...seriously...

as much as possile i try to avoid taking a cab now, but heck.. there are still a lot of moments when i just can't help but ride those airconditioned cars :p

I never ask my bro for extra money just to ride a cab... (well except or those times when i seriously seriously need a to catch a cab...)... i use my own allowance so i decide to cut down on my snacks.. hehehe....

i like to ride on taxis coz they give me this feeling of peace...one of the moments that look forward towhen i get to come home late..is my taxi ride home.

aside from feeling pampered, i feel safe and relaxed, yah know.. in my own world where no one can bother me hehehe ....

yes, as weird as this may sound.riding a taxi makes me feel more relaxed than being at home... in taxi, it's all me... (well cept on those annoying moments where the driver insists on havonga conversation :p ) hehehehe

hey i also take the jeep yah know... and i especially enjoy walking around and riding in jeeps or taxis during dawn...

hehehe.... at dawn, everyone's asleep... i walk around feeling safe and carefree.. i dunno why but i feel more peaceful during the dawn hehehe (maybe that's why i enjoy working during dawn :p.. )

when i ride a jeep during dawn i enjoy the chilly breeze, the quiet, and the peace it brings.... i also love to listen to the city "waking up".. it givs me the feeling of home and childhood memories heheheh

anyways... i just thought i'd share why i love riding taxi and the dawn! hehehe

:p

luck was never on my side

2008-07-08T23:47:00.000+06:00

darn it...

i promised myself i would no longer continue my infatuation with video editing.....It's cool, i love it pero lady luck just won't give me break..

Evertie i've got a project or wateer, i get errors of all kinds....from faulty software to corrupted files...

My escape plan was working pretty swell till ysterday..

Damn it..how am i supposed to explain this to my "supervisor"

once again i failed..once again i haven't slept a wink but got i still have nothing to show...

hmph...

how i wish i'd just disappear right now....

my personality?...

2008-07-05T17:45:00.000+06:00

Its amazing how they guessed some things about me correctly. teehee

Dreamy Idealist (DI)

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

These subjects could interest youl

iterature, philosophy, psychology, music, art (museums), writing, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, handicrafts, writing, voluntary work

withe the power bewtowed on me, i tag Wisdom, Dice, Jared, Gabby Sarah!

2008-06-30T14:19:00.000+06:00

hahahaha

I wasn't gonna answer this but, i guess tagging the one who tagged you with a different tag game won't get you of so easily... hahaha.. tag tag tag.. sheesh..what is the world of multiply coming to?

5 random facts about myself (and I promise to be as random as possible) that you never knew

1) I love animals oth pets and wild... I used to watch the pet iguana of my bro's buddy and i'm just itching to get a picture with an albino python... pero...I CANT STAND GECKOS.. TIKI, TUKO.. basta kana cla eeewwwwwwww :p

2) I can't stand spicy food... i admit they're yummy but my tongue just won't permit me to enjoy them..

3) i still get scared when i'm alone in my room coz i'm afraid f the dark.. I have to be sorrounded by my pillows, the curtains have to be securely in place so i won't see the window and my blanket should be big enough for me to hide in hahaha and oh yeah, I never turn off my lights! hahaha

4) I enjoy being alone. Peace and quiet with no one bothering you with anything. Me. Alone. i hate it when i'm Left alone... weird noh?.. :p

5) I value honesty (as in seriously) a lot but at home they call me the master of deception. I abhor arguments and the like, but i have a sharp tongue at home...(maybe that's why papa wants me to be a lawyer :p ) agrrrrr....

Now that ive tagged the five of you.. start typing! ;p

hmmm..i tag ARA!,jill anne, Ivy (through the blog ni Marga! :p)

2008-06-30T12:59:00.000+06:00

Because this seems new and exciting (NOT) or bored lng jud ko hehhehe here yah go... :p the instructions are bisaya kay gi bisaya man ni rachelle... im in no mood to translate so deal with it :p hehehehe :p

Gimme 5 Of..

Tagai ko og 5 sa (bisan unsa na letter), daun isuwat nnyo kung kang kinsa ninyo panga-un ang 5 ka butang. Example, Give me 10 of A's, ate Jeng.. So meaning si ate Jeng ang mo-answer ato.. Dapat mo-reply sya sa blog nko, daun ipost nya ang reply nya sa blog nya, then iya i-ask ang mga contacts niya para mohatag og 5 of whatever na iya ma-huna-huna-an. Okay ra?

i gotta give yah lots of L's... hmmph :p

Life-Well, i can't really say my life is the best because of certian disapointments. But, I'm still happy to be alive :p

Little things- (seriously this letter is hard :p) It's true that i'm making this up as i go but, little things never fail to make me smile... :)

Laughter- behind this grumpy, often sleepy and gloomy character of mine, is a girl that just wants to laugh. I want to have fun all day and just be happy. :D

Love sets- This is what you call a match (usually in tennis :p) where you got 0 points.. hehehe I got a love set in my 1st serious tourney.. i like to think that it made me a bit more motivated.. :p love sets in exams also made me study a bit more in high school.. hahahaha..take note : a bit :p

Last and definitely least (ay sayop pero cge lng, kapoy erase :p)

Law- I like the idea of having knowledge about it. I love the series Law and Order and all the other shows on the Crime suspense Channel. I't's fun to study it, BUT BUT BUT, i Don't want to be a lawyer :p

I hate conflicts, i hate arguments, i hate serious talk...

so if we have

(+)my love for law x (-)my hate for it all

we get

(-) negative love for the job and course.. :p

bwahahahaha!

So now i tag you guys..

Ara, show me 5T's!
Then i need 5L's, jill (coz kabalo jud ko sa imo number one!)
finally 5C's from you ivy! :p

growing up

2008-06-27T16:02:00.000+06:00

shessh..

the worst thing that happened to me? I grew up...

i got cranky

i got lonely

i traded my dreams for some cash!

I got grumpy

but see.. i learned a lot! I made some new friends (i think)

hahaha wa lang...

Growing up is a pain in the ass.... :p

Jared, weenchelle, Jill anne, denden, butchik, mara, chloe, zuelle...

2008-06-24T06:40:00.000+06:00

after being tagged twice.. here goes

I got tagged by Lordie Garcia and Rachelle Marie Dangin! :p

RULES:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. What or who do you like best in American Idol?

Renaldo Lapuz!.. hahaha Amazing audition leading to a special number in the finals.. hahaha!

2. What do you miss most?

Flying kites and playing with my ates and kuyas and cousins

3. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Working on my thesis problem.. sheesh dugang problema!

4. What was the last movie you watched?

Indiana Jones.. weird aliens..

on dvd: Meet Joe Black.. nag review ko kay naka limot nko hahaha :p

5. What is one thing you wished you knew how to do?

play the flute or violin..

6. What do you like doing the most?

outdoor stuff... sports, adventures stuff under the sun hehehe

7. What's your favorite sport?

tennis... but i also like soccer, bball, badmintton, ug uban pa hehehe

8. What is one thing most people didn't know about you?

i'm very patient AND impatient.. hahaha in short wa klaro nga tao :p

9. What are you eating right now?

i wanna eat stapegghi :p

10.What was your section when you were in Grade 1?

Grade 1 Tan sa Our Lady of Lourdes Elementary School

11. Is being tagged fun?

Errrrrr.. if you're trying to avoid work.. hahaha

12. Have you learned something new today?

yeah, but i can't tell kung unsa..mag think sa ko hahaha

13. What do you want to own right now?

a Digital SLR Cam, Video Cam.. but if right now jud 10k to upgrade bumblebee my computer hehehe

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

(char... milky way!!!! sakto b cams?)--> wait! ngano balo ka milkyway lordie?!... hehehe

15. Are you looking forward to anything?
yeah... the next family outing.. as in complete.. and KARTING SA BDAY NI DENDEN!!!! :p

16. What's your favorite C2 flavor?

L-E-M-O-N

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?

char. depende :p

18. When was the last time you got starstruck?

hmmm li man ko ma startstruck... i stare at them coz i can't remember their names most of the time hahaha

19. What type of friends do you like?

basta lingaw and buotan! :p

20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?

way laing nga cge ipatukar sa mga tao.. LOW LOW LOW LOW!!! grrrrr

I tag

Jared, weenchelle, Jill anne, denden, butchik, mara, chloe, zuelle...

bwahaha.. wa'y pugsanay wa'y balibaray! :p

Bumble bee needs TLC

2008-06-22T11:36:00.000+06:00

crap..

Computers dead as of now..

I need a new hard drive...

I need an upgrade

Is there a soul out there who'll happily give me 10k?..

bwahaahaha

i have a devil for a sister

2008-06-18T15:25:00.000+06:00

Whenever my sister is tired or angry.. she switches to devil mode!.. hahaha

I love to call her demonita and then try to make her angrier than ever... grabe.. amazing transformation hehehe

We didn't have any proof of her hidden personality .. till a few days ago.. bwahaha!

she was assigned at the psychiatric ward and was giving out meds to a patient...As a "doctor" she had to assess, etc. etc...

Then the patients suddenly shouted *ehem

"kaila ko nimo!" *shock si ate..

"panuway ka! panuway ka! kaila ko nimo! dili ko muinom sa imong mga tambal kay panuway ka!" Shock si ate to the max...

hahaha...

I can't stop laughing :p

Dracula Chronicles 01

2008-06-17T19:29:00.000+06:00

I'm too down to write about anything else.. except my dog.. so i'm gonna start blogging about Dracula... hahaha

I first met Darcula when he was still a little "teen" hehehe.. he had long hair, was very scared and he wasn't mine yet.. :p also, he was named tipsy, but then the boys got tipsy too and decided to call him Dracula in an effort to make the real thing come and visit us.. bwahahaha...

After a few weeks, his owners decided to let us "take care" of him after my sister and i kept borrowing him from them hehehe... They supply the food and other stuff that we think are needed and we do the tender, loving, care part... :p

So now, Dracula is here at home annoying the life out of me..

Ever since he started living here... i can't exactly remember the last day that i did not wake up with him lying on my bed!... I'd push him till he falls off the bed but then he'd just climb back up ... he would even jump ON MY FACE to emphasize that he's not going anywhere. sheesh..

If i wear pants, he wont stop biting it... He has even learned the art of stealing slippers...one of my sister's slippers still hasn't been found..sfx: dumdumdumdum!.......

Lately, he has learned how to jump on the table, grab our trash bag, AND biting my shorts to drag me around...

FLASH NEWS:
Darn it! he just bit my toe!... >_< ....

He keeps on staring at me even if he's sooo tired already.. it's so annoying... (i can't resist those puppy eyes!)... errr... i can't hit him if he looks at me like that :p

Oh, did i mention we just got him shaved?... imagine a poodle with no hair.. bwahahha!!... his hair got matted so we had no choice...

well if you ask me i like him better this way.. clean cut! hehehe :p

my DOGgone Life...

2008-06-16T12:32:00.000+06:00

As i am writing the title of this blog, Dracula (my neighbor's dog whom i dognapped and called mine :p) just left a beautiful pile of poop and a yummy yellow pond of peepee at the door....

sheesh.. sometimes i wonder if dognapping him was a great idea...I'm becoming more of a slave rather than a master...

anyways,..

Our schedule for this semester is really great.. we don't have afternoon classes and we got only one subject for TF's... It's great but then our free time will have to be used for our internship.. darn it...

I was looking forward to coming home early today.. i'll have the apartment all to myself, eat cookies while enjoying the net.. ooorrr so i thought...

When i arrived, i had to clean up after Dracula before changing my outfit, the internet kept getting disconnected, my lovely brothers left me 1 big bag of cookies with only 2 pieces left inside of it... >_< ... i'm getting so annoyed..

i wanted to watch some videos but then, Dracula strikes again.. He kept tugging at the wires, my slippers, my hand argh.. so annoying...what am i, a chew toy?!

Then,

I tried imagining going home to my hometown but then, i remembered all the chores...

When i'm at home.. i've got 11 (5 new pups!! heehehe) dogs to worry about.. papa does all the cleaning up but i'm the one who suffers most from their incessant barking (they're somewhere near my window and they love to wake me up at 6 am)...T_T..

Last night mama called, she said one of the puppies died. Now we're down to 10... sheesh.... he never survived in time for his vaccination... darn it.. mama was actually on the verge of tears...

Plus,

the price for rice has gone up so the dogs'll probably have to go on diets... they're pretty fat anyways so they probably won't be too affected hahaha :p at least dogfood is still affordable...

haaayy.. thinking bout the little devils got me homesick... (they're pretty annoying, but hey, i still love them :p hahaha)

My life has certainly gone to the dogs...

Everyday at school i'm bored outta my wits. When i'm at home i'm still bored.. .

I'm glad that Dracula's here coz at least there's still one family member who can't hit me back when i annoy him.. hahahaha.... His fangs are painful but i know he'd never dare to bite me for real.. bwahahah

sheesh.. i just wish he'd learn to pick up a mop! hahaha..

P.S
He just found a new chew toy.. ate just arrived.. bwahahaha!

Is it ok if i don't cry?

2008-05-26T14:03:00.000+06:00

Well, internship is finally over..

i'm finally gonna get a break..a vacation..

away from all the pressure and problems...

I was really looking forward to going home, but now, i dunno...

i'm going home not to have fun, but to attend the funeral of my aunt.

She was one of my coolest and closest aunts.. i'd spend lazy weekends at their place eating, baking and giving her headaches.. hehehe

She was smart and beautiful.. she would sometimes read me the medical encyclopedia too! (weird i know, but it was fun to discover new things)

now, she's gone.. it was so sudden that it hasn't reached my heart yet..

our eldest sister cried a lot when she heard about it...

Me, kuya and my other sis though, just swallowed all our tears....

We couldn't afford to show them coz we were in the middle of work...

now, i don't know ..my heart feels heavy but i just can't cry...maybe i just can't believe it yet..

I wish this never happened..

I hate goodbyes...especially if it's forever...

So, is it okay if i won't cry?...

Is it ok if i don't cry?

2008-05-26T13:59:00.000+06:00

musings of the disappointed.

2008-05-17T13:22:00.000+06:00

Have you ever heard of the song

"dreams are my reality, the only place that i love to be..."

It's one of our "fathers' songs" so you might not know it.. hehehe...

i grew up listening to songs like this. ( it's not my fault that i listen to so much oldies.. i am the youngest in the family.. hehehe )

anyways, back to my topic. Dreams.

all of us have dreams right?... but, how would you feel if everytime you try to reach it,you fail?..

ga drama ko du, pasenxa...pasenxa.. hahahaha :p

This is just another of my silly thoughts... teehee

killing me softly....

2008-05-10T17:26:00.000+06:00

internship is killing me softly.... promise...

the constant pressure.. deadlines..the hours..and THE PRESSURE (pressure jud) 0_o ....

And darn it, it really doesn't help that every time i get an assignment or interview i wanna barf...

Trust me, if you've got super hyper acidity, facing constant pressure can definitely turn your stomach inside out... sheesh..

I gotta finish this soon... haaaayyy....

Cebuanos i need your reactions!

2008-05-09T13:36:00.000+06:00

hehehe hi guys! thanks for reading, i really need your help.. i need your reactions for an article in sunstar...

What can you say about a change into a federal system of government?..

13 of 15 central visayas reps filed a joint resolution asking to convene congress into a constituent assembly to revise the constitution. Among the amendments they proposed is the shift into a federal system of government.

hehehe cge na gud react namo! :) thanks au!!

fine....i give up

2008-04-04T10:15:00.000+06:00

damn..this sem has been really hard on me.. from all the bloopers to all the tears, sweat and sleepless nights...

I am so tired.. i dont wanna fight anymore.. atot kapoy nako..

when i feel super drained i usually crave for home, my books, my room, ma,pa and the cool breeze...damn i wanna go home..

Leche, just when i thought i could go, our Devcomm requirement started having problems...the organization assigned to us suddenly frgot or got too busy to remember us, sir wouldn't accept what we worked on for two nights. Then i couldn't buy a ticket the ther day coz i was looking for sites that could help us. Then today, we had to go and settle things at school and at the org so i could'nt go buy a ticket again.. (li sad pwede nga dili ko kuyog kay kami nlng nabilin..niuli na ang uban.. 0_o .. )

finally things settled down.unfortunately grabe nga sungog sa ako....

WLAY BARKO... huhuuhu!!! i wanna cry and scream or beter yet, just drop dead! kapoyyyy na koooo!!!! pauli-a nkoo!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhu...saon ko nlng ni..

next week will e the hardest part of my college life.. yeeech, internship na... i don't like internship, i dont wanna do it but i have to do it.. requirement eh.. one more year and i'll be free of this darn course! pero saonz.. agi sa ko ug kalbaryo!!! huhuuhuhu malas, grabe ka malas!!

i dont have any load for my phone so i just use chikka.. i txted some friend.. etc etc etc.. and jus when i started feeling better..

"sorry you do not have any more credits for globe subscribers"

O tukso layu-an mo ako!!! huhuhuhuhuhu

i give up, i'll go to sleep na.. useless na kung mag effort pa ko... maybe my life is telling me nga i'm in for one heck of a summer..

kasab-an pa jud ko run...i just feel it...

so little time so much to do!...

2008-04-03T17:28:00.000+06:00

ahhh... denden's probably on the boat now to CDO.. i should've gone with her...darn CMEDFI... hahay... i blame it on them .. i blame it on them.. grrrr.. btaw oi, i couldn't go out and buy my ticket today coz of this damn mess we're in... hopefully, if they really care about their facilitators/layout artists etc, they'd fix this tommorow... damn.. i have to go home na!.. as in now nah! hahay....

So little time jud!.. i'll be home for 5 days lang then back here to cebu, then off to manila, then back here again.. Lord save me!.. ayokong mag intern sa paper!!.. i don't want to.. but i have to... Da! kay ngano nag masscomm... darn it! ahhh.. i'm not good at writing and let's just say my people skills are way way low..... huhuhuhu classmates tabangi nya ko ha?.... not to mention my awful sense of direction.. i'll be all alone doing field work saonz... pang reply bya mo if mutxt ko kay wa nko katuod asa ko ha?!.. hehehe..atot ani oi!.. ginoo tabangi intawn imong anak nga grabe na kakulbaan... hahaha.. btaw oi.. save me....

SO many things to do and i don't have much time.. :( and by things i don't mean work lang ha.. hehehe... i also have tons of videos to watch :p hahaha.. anyways, i usually sleep at 3-4 am so i guess i'll finish them all before i go crazy with work.. hahahaha...

ayoko na...

:p

why does this happen to me every time?!!!

2008-03-25T20:47:00.000+06:00

Everytime i have to work on something my computer goes berserk....

It's either it won't burn my cds or would just hang .. kaging.. patay...

Last time i tried 10 cds and it still wouldnt burn, our project got late..

before my internet went kapoot, then my video editor went byebye...got into some big trouble damn it!

now my internet is still not working unless it is NOT needed (darn it!) and guess what

MY COMPUTER CRASHED..

goodbye term paper, good bye script, good bye devcomm....damn...

Now i've become a parasite on my brother's laptop (i know i'll become his slave for a while for letting me use tempo now... sheesh)

Now it's 3 am.. im barely done with my paper. my scripts okay now though... my eyes hurt and so does my heart...

my bestfriend crashed!! huhuhuhu.. i want my files... i want to sleep..

ay pahabol....if the video card is really fried where the heck am i gonna get 9k (for the upgrade and all.. karaan na ang motherboard gud T_T)?!!!....kuya, mama, papa, ate save me! now nah!

idol na jud nko si madz grabe....

T_T

I'm Tired

2008-03-18T18:20:00.000+06:00

The other day i dreamt of home, of my org's band, food (believe it or not BREAD sa bakery na taas au ug counter!), and my TEACHER PLAYING PIANO (guess who!!)....errrr....

Is it just me or am i reallllyyyy going crazy na?....

errrr... haven't posted in a while then suddenly i come up with this.... sheesh..

Tired na ako...

Uwi na ako...

buhbye!..

*ay sa room nlng ko, i forgot i can't go home pa... T_T...

somebody shoot me please... :p

....................

2008-02-20T11:38:00.000+06:00

"My God guys this is too much!"

Sa prom peeps na nakasabot hhehehe cge lng gud...

But for me, this means something else....

I can't believe the trouble or problem i'm facing right now just becaus eof one stupid mistake!

I gotta love madz when she said "Never trust technology!"

Damn...I'm so tired of making making mistakes..

One heck of a hell week!!

2008-02-15T14:21:00.000+06:00

whoa.. finally, this week is almost at it's end!!! devcomm nalang tapos prom...okay na ako... hehehehe

these past few days have been super crazy for us, Otaku Fest (which was a succes!! woohoo!!) then two days after Ms. UP Cebu then productions then devcomm then prom.. haaaay!! ayoko na!

(Da! kay ngano nag masscomm!!) hahaha just kidding...kuno... hahahaha

how i wish all of these would end na!! I just want to relax even if its just two days.. just please... give us a break!! hwaaaa!! na do-dora na ako!!! :p hahay....

Next week... new challenges napud.. pero at least not as bad as this week...

I'm happy i survived and that i learned a lot of things.. And gained new friends hehehe :)

To those who supported me during my "depressed" moments.. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!

you guys are the best mwahugz!! :)

(Wala lng.. hehehe di pa man gd nko feel mag buhat assignment :p)

on the verge of...

2008-02-05T15:36:00.000+06:00

i am on the verge of giving up....I have reached the point where leaving everything and everyone is so tempting that i can't think of anything else...

We have worked so hard and i just hope to God that we can make this work. But only three days is left and i can't really see improvements in our plans...

Damn it..i have given my support and worked my a** off for this!

I'm NEVER, i repeat NEVER EVER,EVER! doing this again. NEVER!

next time i'll think twice before i give my support!

Lech, i think i'm gonna be sick....Lech jud...

a suya ko!

2008-01-31T17:30:00.000+06:00

10 yr-old already a certified vet assistant

Courtney Oliver

[Kaila mo ug AMAZING?!.hehehe..SUper Cool!!]

By Keith Eldridge

OLYMPIA - Veterinarians at a local clinic are amazed that one of their assistants can do the work she's doing, given her unique situation.

Ten-year-old Courtney Oliver just completed her college work for this occupation. She now holds an on-line certification as a veterinary assistant. In eight months, Courtney had the same certification as her adult co-workers.

Courtney says she knew early in life this is what she wanted to do.

"I have a dog Maggie and two hamsters and I just thought: 'Well, if I have so many animals why don't I just work with them?'"

At 10-years-old?

"Might as well get it done early as get it done late," she said.

She got over her initial fright over the sight of blood.

"The first day it kind of made me nervous," Courtney said. "But I'm like, 'when can I do that?' It doesn't really scare me because we have blood. Why be scared of it?"

Dr. Michelle Shoemaker at the South Bay Veterinary Hospital in Olympia has been Courtney's mentor.

"She's amazing. She's a wonderful girl," she said. "Always been so bright, very, very smart actually. We quiz her quite often here. The questions and the studies she's been doing and she always knows the answers and she's always right in there wanting to help out. Amazing girl."

"Dr. Shoemaker and I are like twins," Courtney added. "We just love animals. We just wanted to do this because this is our thing."

Despite all of her qualifications and despite her college degree, Courtney can't be in surgery by herself. Her mother has to be here with her as she volunteers. State law says that she's just too young.

But don't tell Courtney. This 10-year-old is too busy tending to the needs of these veterinary patients.

Courtney volunteers at the vet hospital once a week. She tried joining the local 4-H veterinary program but she was told she's too young.

at first i was afraid.....

2008-01-31T15:14:00.000+06:00

i was petrified!... hahahaha.. the song just popped in my head while i was organizing my thoughts... hehehe

My nose is dripping, my throat is itching. waaaaa!

We've got three events coming up and one is about to give me a heart attack.... teehee...

But right now, i'm more worried bout our production and spanish class tomorrow. hahaha it seems that spanish just wont stick to my head and my vocab is stuck on one word---- Si! hahaaha...i'm soooo dead.. hehehehe

for our prod, ill have to find a way to stop the dripping and itching. a director with a runny nose will definitely look awful... :p

Go cam 1, Go cam2..ready grams..annnnnddd lechon! what the heck are you writing?! Get out!...

bwahahaha....sa naka sabot shudi abas hahahaha.... :p

A fever would be welcome right about now, that way i'd get some rest and arrozcaldo! hahahaha.... but since the virus didn't hit me that hard, i will survive! i will survive yeah ahhh!!! haahaha

meet Tempo

2008-01-18T14:32:00.000+06:00

A new year brings new opurtunities AND new acquaintances....hheheh

The other day, kuya brought home my new friend...His name is Tempo.. our new laptop...He's pretty cool but still, not as cool as my crush at sony.. hehehe...

Guess why i call him Tempo!..

Aside from being the rate or speed of a musical piece, Tempo also means TEMPORARY! hahaha

Yep, Tempo is Temporary... I can only enjoy his company for 2 months... hahay... My dad actually owns him.. ouch... maypa si papa da...

I don't wanna use tempo coz i'd get to attached..pero no matter what i do...i can't avoid something that i really like! hahaha

my post is so full of nonsense... hahahaha.. cenxa...i'm so sleepy

hmmmm...

watch out ni si papa pag summer...di jud nko undangan ug kulit bah! hahahat

With a new year comes a new entry.. ehehehe

2008-01-05T15:48:00.000+06:00

Well this is my first entry of the year and i really want it to make some sense...maski gamay hehehe.. :p ..

Well, my vacation wasn't super. T'was just the usual happy celebration that we usually have every Christmas and New year...

The first party that i attended when i arrived was mom and dad's Christmas party for their prayer group... I was so exhausted coz from the boat i rested for only a few hours, then i we had to go to the city to pic up gifts, sleep for a few minutes then go to the party... shucks pwede malipong?. hahaha.. anyweiz, during their party i realized a lot of things like:

1) We should really value every single day of our life. Every single memory, good or bad, should be cherished. They were laughing so hard when they told stories of their most embarrasing presentations at work or other stuff. They were talking exactly like us when were talking with our best buds. Talking nonsense and silly stuff. hahaha.. funny maminaw.. coz now, i can say nga buang pud c mama ug papa sa una! hahaha.. :p

2) Old songs make more sense and are waaay beyond reach of our latest songs!.. hahaha.. They were singing so hard (maski wa nay tingog!) and guess what? they all scored 100%.. whoever tweaked the settings of the magic sing was a genuis! hahaha... As i listened to the lyrics, it made me kinda sad...i couldn't help but imagine how mom and dad was feeling while singing their favorite songs...they were dancing the boogie, cha cha cha, swing.. hahaha!

3) We should really watch our health!.. almost all of them in the group are diabetic, or borderline, has high blood pressure, etc... but they still served sweets, lechon, wine..etc... hahaha! Wish i could pinch their ears... hahaha!

4) And lastly, ninongs and ninangs don't always give you gifts.. hahaha!.. shucks wa jud koy nadawat run da hehehe :p

Okay, second party.. hmm our reunion sa family..shucks fast forward ta...happy au, eating, nag story telling ug scary stuff (we thought it was holloween ha!)...lola was funny.. annnd they all said i grew..i grew fat! hmph! hahaha!

Third party... high school reunion!.. buang japon ang mga buang! hehehe :p grabe food and SOFTDRINKS! haha, games pud and etc...pero lang... hmmph.. tambok jud daw ko!.. hmmph! ignan ba ko nga ga barbel ba daw ko?!.. hahay! cge nlng.. bantay lng mu du!! hehehe.. :p

And amazing!! for 1 week i woke up at 5:30 am to play tennis! hahaha.. pero lang..in between games, we ate cake and other yummy stuff.. ay! We also had choco milk with nova! hahaha... It was so tiring yet it was sooo fun to jam with the BBG's! hehehe

New year was noisy.. Mom got tipsy and i got dizzy from the wine so i really wasn't that active.. i was a bit upset with mom though coz, she didn't allow me to visit my cousins.. darn it.. hahay...cge lng... i know she was just concerned hehehe

My vacation was fun.. i got teased, i got mad, i caught a cold and had a fever. It was a bit crazy, yet i still had fun!... But, as the new year came, i realized a lot of things.. as the old cliche goes, "change is the only constant thing in the world" Like my home town. I loved the trees that lined the road on the way, but someday they will be cut coz two more subdivisions are being built right now. And, when i visited my old place, i found out that i didn't know most of the people anymore.. hahay...

I miss the old days but, i'm looking forward to what lies ahead too... I know it sounds crazy but that's just how i feel.. hehehe...

Also, one of the things that i learned before the year ended was " True happiness is making other people happy"... That's why... i'm seriously thinking of taking up law.. old issue na ni but i'm still not done with it noh?.hehehe btaw.. serious. I think i'm gonna try it.. I think i'll be happier if i know mom and dad is also happy!.. :) crazy ain't i?.. hehehe....

waaaaa! there's still so much in my head right now that i can't stop writing!... (well this is a first! hahaha!)... but i think next entry na ni sila hehehe :p ...

basta now.. i'll stick to what miss potter said

"The only thing that matters at our age is that, at our age every day matters!"

Christmas blues..(pwede red?! bwahahaha!)

2007-12-18T18:33:00.000+06:00

ahhhh....Christmas time is here once again! but, believe it or not i'm not as excited as before....

i'm happy i'm going home na... :) mom and dad are there, my dogs are there, my beloved bed is there too!! hehehe.. :) more food more relaxing time (i'm not so sure about this though hahaha)..

I wanna have so much fun, but i can't help but feel sad and worried that the sem is almost over... hehehe ...( i just don't know why i keep typing "hehehe's" ..it just happens hehehe...see!)...

I really want to spend more time with mom and dad.. i miss them na ... seriously.. but everytime Pops and i talk, there is that fear that he'll bring up THAT darned topic again!..i'm planing on telling him that i really don't like law, but it would really break his heart ..ahhh!!!!..darned it!

Another thing that's making me sad is that i'm missing my eldest sister too! hehe We ain't that close and when she's here she doesn't really spend that much time with me... but i still miss her..it's different when you know she's HERE with us...

and one more.... i'm gonna miss my friends here!! hehehe..really guys, you just don't know how attached i am to you now! hahaha..btaw, you guys are my big sisters man gud... i'll miss our talks, kabuang, ka cornyhan, foodtrip, triptrip, overnights, paperchats, kabuang while the teacher isn't looking etc...you guys really brighten up my day and i really keep you close in my heart !..uuuyyy enough amards..thank you so so much btaw!! hehehe :) .. (pasenxa, you know how i get when it's time to leave...)

lastly, the sem is almost over.. internship is almost here. 4th year?.. darn it...i'm praying that things will work out, that i'll survive! hahaha da kay ngano nag masscomm!!...seriously, i'm praying i won't get shouted at, embarassed, or whatever. i'm sure these will probably happen coz i''m not really not a writer/masscommer (ha?! hehe) at heart...,pero cge lng.kakayanin ko! hahaha..i'm already here so i don't really have a choice but to live with it! hehehe..this'll come to pass... :) *gulp

waaaa!!! christmas na jud!..i'm praying too for that gift that will really make me happy to the highest level!! hahaha... :p para at least mabawasan ako ka mingaw hehehe....

Momsie, Popsie..*with puppy dog eyes*...love man ko ninyo diba?.. hahahaha :p

too much eggs....

2007-12-15T14:57:00.000+06:00

When i woke up from my afternoon nap, i found out that kuya and ate went out for their parties...sheesh..they didn't even wake me up properly to say goodbye... so i woke up disoriented and thinking that i might be in some alternate dimension.... hehehe good thing kuya butch was around for me to pick on! hahaha joke....

So i had to cook dinner... but, after a very deep nap i was in no mood to cook..sooo i got out the eggs... some ground meat..and more eggs! hahah and yeah, and a bit of cheese too..

I made two sunny side-ups, then moms omelette...

first you cook the meat...take it out of the pan, then cook the eggs.. and just before the egg gets cooked, put the meat then cover it with the egg..taaddaa!!! meat omelette... i added some cheese so it wouldn't look so plain.. hehehehe..

soo we had eggs and some meat and cheese.. hahahaa talk about a heart stopper...too much cholesterol!.. by the way don't put too much oil... my head is still spinning from that mistake.. hahahaha

it's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas...

2007-12-11T16:09:00.000+06:00

Christmas time is here...

The wind is cold, carols ring a dingding..."ayoooo...we're masscomm students from UP...pwede mi manaygon?".. hahahaha...

"Thank you! thank you! ang babait ninyo thank you!..Meeerrrryyy Chriistmmmasss"...With matching blinking santa hats and dance number pa na ha".... hehehehe....

"Hello ate, gift nya ha?.. maski unsa basta naay screen ug keyboard na pwede ma daladala ug ma display sa starbucks...hahaha joke!.. :p"

"Ma?.. wla ra natumba ato Christmas tree?... dili na mag sakasaka taod ug lights sa atop ha?..bantay jud..."

"Kuya palit ta fireworks! ... bahala nag di pa New Year".. hehehe

"MAAAA!! lutu-i ko spaghetti bah!!...cge ne gud!!...."

"Wala lagi nako kuha-i ang fruits ma..ihapa gani 13 pa japon nah...isa raman ka grapes ako gi kuha *isa ka kumkom bah hehehe :p "

"Ate!!! Pagdali na ligo bah..byaan jud ka namo run wla na tay chair sa church!"

"Ay don't worry ma, ako hipos sa table after noche buena.. (btaw mukaon pa ka ana sa kadlawon tapos makatulog..si mama ra japon makahipos pag morning.. heehehe) "

"Dadots!...pwede papalit ug something *pa cute eyes daun ana man si mama sa imo daw ko ask...ayyy di day ko nimo love?.. (bwahahaha!..puppy eyes daun..)"

haaaaay!!!!...Christmas, a time for Jesus, joy, funny memories, and random craziness....

I'm suddenly craving for some fruits and spaghetti...yum...

sooo tired...

2007-12-08T19:39:00.000+06:00

waaaa... 2 more weeks then i'll be home...Christmas na...then it'll be the second half of the sem.. then internship.. then 4th year..huhuhu..time is running out..

I'm sssoooo tired already.

I sleep when i'm not supposed to...

I forget if i'm hungry...

I'm up when everybody's sleeping...then wake up early for class....

I'm pretty messed up.. hehehe

maybe this is why ate calls me a robot... :p

i really need a break...

argh... now i know what a bibinka feels like... paet...can't i just decide on my own?....

When...oh i don't know...

2007-12-06T15:33:00.000+06:00

When you're sorrounded with people, yet you still feel so alone..

When you've shared so much yet you still feel so overwhelmed with your thoughts..

When you're so full of laughter, but you're still frowning inside...

When you are smiling so, but you're wondering how or why ...

The room is too crowded, but you still feel so isolated...

You look around, everyone's so excited...

You joke around, but actually you're serious...

You wanna keep quiet, but then you'd be too lonely...

You chat with the guys then wonder what it's all about...

You type down your thoughts then you realize "for what?"

Oh i don't know... maybe i just want to

Maybe i just want it out...

Oh i don't know....maybe...

just maybe...

I'm sleepy and hungry..

Someone go get me some food....

teehee...

...'til the day ended

2007-11-26T15:13:00.000+06:00

Wow.. this day started out great!..class was okay,.. spent a great afternoon with my buddies...had our "lab class" at computerun hahaha then went for our last subject. ..

After class i rushed home to prepare for my bro's surprise party.. i mopped, tried fixing the ceiling etc. Large drops of sweat was dripping off me. I just finished tidying and fixing myself up when bro got here. I had so much trouble lying to him coz the other guests were'nt here yet.. I had to stall him .. hehehe When we were all complete, it was a blast!.. my bro couldn't help but smile...

everything was about to end perfectly..but, there's always a but, it had to happen.

Coz of all the commotion and stuff, people got tired and hot headed..

Sumbatan ba ko nga masscomm RA ko.... it wasn't said like that, pero that's what it meant...

Sorry ha. If you guys only knew how much i despise myself for getting into this!

i was having so much fun... 'til the day ended!

darn

Not by mind, but by heart....

2007-11-22T17:23:00.000+06:00

I thought i was done with this issue. I thought i had finally accepted that i can't do anything anymore. I thought i had learned to live with it. Damn. I just can't let go.

A classmate asked me for a favor. I almost always say yes to them so i said, okay shoot! what's it about?... She was asking for help to call up someone to follw-up something.. damn. I don't do calls... So i had to say no.. I couldn't help a friend coz i was scared... that's how pathetic i am..

She said that i should get out of my comfort zone, it's just a call...hahaha.. Well, i'm already out of my comfort zone, i'm a masscomm student ain't i?.. darn it! i'm really not a people person, so this course is almost like torture for me...My days are numbered.. Internship is almost here... I can't really imagine myself...

A lot of people say i can excel in my course. IF i try. Of course, i don't believe them. Heck! I crumble if i'm alone at interviews, i mumble, stammer, and do stupid stuff during presentations, reports or when placing a call. I just can't help it!.. teehee...So sorry if i just can't believe it.. :p

I can do my job well if i'm not bothered with people talking to me, or me talking to them....I'm just not a people person...

No matter how hard i study, a lot of things just don't stick to my head. I forget a lot of stuff. My couzin told me that this is because, i just study or learn things with only with my mind and not with my heart. It sounds corny, i know, but honestly? It's true. teehee....i just can't learn to love this course THAT much. I can live with it though. Actually i have too...I can't waste my three years studying it just because i can't take it anymore...I have to suck it all in and go on.

I just hate the thought that i can't help my friends or do my job well coz of this.. Wish i could change my attitude, i tried already. It's just too hard.. hmmph!...I envy my friends who are now reaching their goals.Fearlessly doing what they want. Wish i could be more like them. Maybe if i worked on somehting that i truly loved, i'd prolly reach places too.. hehehe

I thought i was over this issue. But feeling what i feel now? phooeeyy! i'd be lying if i said i was.... haaaay.....

my sister's smile...

2007-11-19T02:07:00.000+06:00

To those who are close with their sisters.. i'm sure you all know what i mean when i say... I love my sister's smile.. :)...

You can call me mushy or anything but, what can i do?... i love my sister's smile.. hehehe

I'm very close with my 2nd sister. She's years older than me but, she's more of a kid than me in some areas.

She laughs easily at movies, easily gets amazed, easily gets scared, she's easily touched by stories too. There was this one time that we went horseback riding, she was so happy and giggly that she almost looked like a highschooler! The guy who was guiding us couldn't help but smile at me. I couldn't help but smile at my sister too.. hehehe.. seeing her so happy and carefree made me want to buy her a pony. There are even times when i can't sleep if she's not with me. And when she is with me, i usually sleep ON her shoulder. hehehe that way i know she wont leave.. hahaha

Whenever i buy something cute a candy perhaps or a notebook, she'd take a good look at it while saying how cute it is. She'd ask it from me and being the meanie that i am, i usually say no... hehehe... It's not like i don't want to give it to her, it's more like i'm teasing her.

One time, it was her birthday. I was being extra mean that day so we had a fight. I said something really mean and she cried. The awful thing was that, it was her birthday! I got so upset by what i did that i went to the mall and bought her a teddy bear. It cost me half of my month's allowance but i didn't mind.Just seeing her smile was enough for me to be happy too.

She's very kind hearted. When she sees people suffering she gets upset. When i get injured (well i Always get injured so somehow i'm more of a burden on her hahaha) she'd get really angry coz she hates seeing me hurt myself... :)

She cares a lot for animals too! There was even this time when i stepped on the dog and sprained my ankle. Seeing that i was laughing a little, and bigger, she went to cuddle the whimpering little puppy. My ankle was throbbing but seeing how she cared for the little guy, i felt like i was the one who was being cared for... She's that type of person.

She's smaller than me so i think of her as very fragile. She doesn't do sports or any "under the sun stuff" so i often hang out with her at home. She's the one who cooks and does the housework. I'm pretty lazy so we often have little arguments on who does what. But afterwards, we sit down and start annoying each other till one gives up and starts laughing. hehehe....

She may be fragile but, she is the brain of our family. She loves to solve puzzles. So when we play computer games she leaves the fighting to us, and we leave the solving to her. hehehe... Sometimes because of her kindeness people don't take her seriously. Looking too young for her age doesn't help either. But, you know what?.. i'd love to see somehow who'd really anger her!.. hahaha she's actually tough inside too!.. She can defend herself with words and she can be really mean if she wants too. Trust me, she can be MEAN.. hahahaha....

One of the things that really ticks me off is when i see her get disappointed. When she's so excited about something but in the end she ends up saying "sige na lng"

I'd do a lot of things for her.... (cept, i dunno why it's so hard for me to clean our room! hahaha) When she'd call me to fix something for her, i'd do it even if it's already dawn.. hehehe.. that's how much i love her.. seeing her smile after i fix it, is worth a whole day's sleep for me! hehehe...

I just hope that when she meets the guy she'd fall for, he'd be THE ONE.. coz if i see any guy out there breaking her heart, i'd love to break his legs! hahaha.. and hey i'm not the only one in our family, there are 6 of us and 6 dogs too!.. hehehehe

The week that was...

2007-11-17T19:17:00.000+06:00

Well, this post is certainly late.... hmmm..these past few days i've been late to most of my first morning classes... hahaha...what an impression.. start pa naman ng class... cge nlng gud... :)

Anyways, here's my week to remember..

SUnday...

I woke up at 5:30 to join the alay lakad against drugs..YFC's were Participating so we went.. i was LATE as usual so i had to wait at the side of the street for my friends... hahaha!..luoya sa mga nag nstp oi...so we walked, then a thought came.."pukawon nato si rachelle!" hahaha so i took out my Phone and we woke up our friend!.. hahaha.. after the walk .. Me, camille, ralph and rachel (who arrived later than me) decided to go for some pizza (and note: While deciding a bird decided to give me his blessings! :p)... the first years couldn't come coz their teacher wouldn't let them go yet...we walked to Da vinci ---CLOSED, so we decided to go to JCA, we walked and walked.. and walked....---CLOSED, then we went back to fuente, shakeys--CLOSED, pizzahut---CLOSED.. well what did we expect?.. it was still hahahaa...sooooo..we went to chowking nalng..i told them it was my treat coz my birthday's coming up! hehehehe... after a while the first years texted if they could still come.. i said yes..When they arrived, 8 am...I WAS SHOCKED.. hahaah!!!!.. there were 10 of them sooo jollibee nalang sa guys ha?. heheheh....

In the afternoon, Ralph, Camille and I decided to go strolling at SM.. we walked around, talked ate some burgers.... then i bought a guitar! hehehe.. it wasn't very wise of me to buy at the mall but, what can i say?... i fell in love hehehe... (I named my guitar CHiLi by the way.. )
We ended the day by going attending the mass at mabolo church.. seriously, we couldn't understand a word the priest was saying.. )

Monday...

yippee!!!... It was my birthday!!... and it was a super crazy day!!.. my friends made me wear a skirt.. twas that or eggs on my head.. sheesh.. i was late for Class coz i couldn't get myself to get out of hte house alone.. soooo i had to wait for kuya to finish and hitch with his taxi.. hahaha...i felt so silly that day!.. before i went in the room, i had to take a deep breath to calm myself down! wheew!... good thing there was a seat at the back of the room!...

guys, really.... mabuang ko sa inyo kabuang!! hahaha

we went to JCA for lunch and i was amazed that the 8 of us could finish their Magic monster in a matter of minutes! hahahaha ...sorry au ralph nalimtan ka namo!!..bawi lng ko next time! hehehe

When i got home, i caught ate cooking spaghetti!! yahooo!!!.. hhehehe.. my cousin bought me lechon manok plus a box of oishi manju, bro bought the liemp... hahaha.. i was definitely full!!..

The bad thing was that, my migraine attacked. I wasn't even able to enjoy the ice cream!! sheesh.... i had to take some pain relievers then go to bed....

Tuesday..

I woke up at 5 am coz i was having chills... i was shaking like i was lying down on ice... haaaay....tanawa ra!.. i wore a skirt then got sick sheesh! hahaha.... it took me a while to recover. i couldn't afford to stay at home coz our enrollment was kinda unfinished at that time..so i had to haul my butt out of bed then take a bath... i'm not doing that anytime soon! the pain was too awful!.. I was LATE AGAIN.... haaay spanish pa naman and the prof. is a bit intimidating hehehe.. Shudi late basta tuesday....i found out rachelle was coming down with a cold too... hahaha the curse of the skirt!!

Wednesday...

hmmmm... nothing much happened cept that my gastritis kicked in! grrrrr.... AND i had to line up at school to finish our change mat...talk about too tiring!

When i got home,i had migraine and gastritis!..i couldn't eat even if i was soooo hungry ... that really pissed me off!... the pain was unbearable so i couldn't help but cry... bata jud noh?.. hahahaaha

Thursday...

I was still feeling bad.... i woke up 3 times at dawn coz of the pain in my stomach....

I was LATE AGAIN too!..when i arrived at school, our class just ended... sheesh....patay na jud ko.... i couldn't eat much so i was pissed again pero cge lng... hehehehe.. we attended a meeting after class then went home.. hehehe

Friday!

At last!.. I wasn't late!! hahaha.. well actually i was, but the teacher went out for a while when i arrived so i was safe teehee... :) butchik caught rachelle's cold so the curse of the skirt wasn't done yet.. hahahaha.....i was feeling waaay better that day so i was a bit more energetic... my main pain that day was i forgot my allowance.. i ended up taking back the hundred that i paid to buchik.. sorry chik!! hehehe.. in the afternoon.. we went to waterfront to talk about prom stuff. I really hated it coz i was wearing only my jogging pants and t-shirt...i ate a burger without the patty.. egg ra jud ug cheese!.. sheesh..they really ought to teach their trainees more!.. before i went home i had a meeting with my yfc buddies. When i ARRIVED AT HOME.. i found my two brothers happily waving at me... apparently they forgot their keys and had to wait for 2 hours for me.. bwahahahaha!!!!

Saturday

basically i just woke up, ate lunch, slept again then ate again.. teehee!

So that was my week!. I hope i won't have one like it, anytime soon! hahahaha...

new sem, new entry....

2007-11-10T19:13:00.000+06:00

Well, this is my first post since the sem started... hehehe and it's actually a mixed up one...

These past few days i've felt down... (pirmi man bah! hahaha) anyweiz my grades got demoted, and i just feel bad for some reason...probably because my birhtday's coming up and something bad always happens on my birthday.. hehehe...either a fight starts or sumthing...teehee.. :p funny....

Lots of events are coming up and i'm reeeaallly looking forward to them! hehehe... got spanish as an elective and i'm planning to get a guitar...hmmm pero why do i still feel so down?...maybe because internship's coming, fourth year hapit na.. and i don't want to graduate yet hahaha... i'll miss all the hassles of school too much... hehehe.. i easily get attached man gud...anyweiz.. i don't want to do the internship pa..i'm not ready yet... i don't think i'll ever be.. hahaha kay ngan nag masscom! toinkz..btaw, lisod man ui ...if your heart ain't in it, it's hard to give your best....

pero anyweiz, guess i'll just have to enjoy it... :) it won't be easy pero i don't think i have a choice...

time to go home...

2007-10-22T12:24:00.000+06:00

weeee...finished my job early so i get to go home nah! ;) as in now nah...

hehehehe...pero, ug sa dihang malas lng japon ko....

i spent the entire day at school..(tenx kimoi, itin and den for keeping me company!!) teehee...cenxa au wala nadayon ato movie marathon/foodtrip! heehehe bawi lng ko next sem... :)
then when i got home...speed packing!! hehehehe paet most of my clothes are still at our labandero...boohoo....

daun...I STEPPED ON THE NEIGHBOR'S DOG.... boohoo...

My foot hurts... nope, the dog didn't bite me.... i sparined my left foot yet again.... waaaaaH!

Shudi bandage-bandage suko nya si pappy pagmakakita sa iya danghag nga anak... antos na lng sa hantud maayo.. hahahha

buhbye guys! 6:30 nah byaan nko sa boat...teehee....

shucks wala nkoy internet sa bukid waaaaah!!

haaaay...bad luck really lovesme..

2007-10-21T11:43:00.000+06:00

paet...gikan sa kabuang sa amo projects..sa tanan errors ug mga late...wa na hagbungunon na jud ko!....shucks...

After all the hardwork i was really looking forward to a funfilled day tommorow with friends... nya makauli na jud ko..nangita na si papa sa iya anak nga way ayo hahaha

haaayyyyy naa pa man diay ko work as the block rep damn my luck jud this sem!...huhuhuhuh kay ngano btaw!...li jud ko buy-an sa malas..li nalang ko matingala if madautan ang barko sa tunga sa dagat hahaha....

pwede mu resign?..or classmates, i impeach nko ninyo beh!! hehehehe

bayad bya mo ugma ha?.. papauli-a nko ninyo... :( pero if naay buotan kayo nga taga Cebu nga willing mu help okay ra sad kayo.. Collect ra btaw sa bayad... 0_o

All together now!....

2007-10-20T12:23:00.000+06:00

What time is it?!... Sembreak na!! hehehe HSM au oi.. :p

Wow. No more interviews, editing, layouting, writing and stuff!!! woohoo!!

haaay.. this sem has been full of surprises, disappointments, changes and sleepless nights....I'm used to the last one though so no problem there! hehehe

I never thought it would get as busy as this..Grabe..my computer has also been complaining. From extreme lagging to missing installers..haaay...i hope my bestfriend is still okay... I'm gonna clean my files today...sheesh...

Well it wasn't all bad though, I learned how to edit pics, layout (pwerteng kauya!!) and met a lot of big people like daddy tom hahaha...(i'm not coooperating! :p ) It feels sooo goood not having to worry about anything hehehe...

Oi to those who i worried, offended, and hassled (tama bah?.. hehehe ) during our "hell week" sorry au! hehehe ....cenxa jud au.. :)

Happy sembreak guys! and see yah soon!! :)

S*** happens....

2007-10-17T12:26:00.000+06:00

hehehe Sorry bout the title... :p i haven't been myself lately...

Anyways... i just had my longest sleep ever... believe me or not, i just slept for 15 hours. that's because for three weeks i only had like 2-3 hours of sleep..then the other day, i didn't sleep at all..as in wala.. not even for 5 mins or what..... busa patay.. hahaha

finally... we're done with our darn docu (annnd because of stupid glitches we were 2 hours late! hmmph wala jud ko tulog tapos na late?!... grrrrr... shucks mamatay ko if iya tu minusan... huhuhuhuhu) and tapos na pud ang magazine... feel au nko apil ko sa ila cebuano class... hehehe cge lng i love to help man sad....hehehe now we only have 2 final requirements left...journ layout/samok (aw. hehehe) and BC chuva....hahay...

Haaay..since these requirements are individual, we won't have any overnight chuva's anymore hehehe i'll miss those guys and our all night fiesta's hehehe ...balik nya mo guys! the house seems lonely now ..... hehehe :) dracula's waiting too! hehehe

ANNNND now, back to my title...because of all our requirements lots of people have been asking everyone for help on different things.... i've tried my best to help all those who asked for my help... Sometimes i just wish that the good samaritan in me will stop and turn black hehehe ..taw oi...it's very tiring to help when you're the one who'll end up in deep shit in the end... There, i finally said it...hehehe.. From my previous posts i've ranted bout this too. This is because, I try not to let my emotions control me in public. busa sa blog mag yawyaw.. teehee....

Now, for the n'th time i'm facing problems coz of my darned self...hmmph..now i'll start to think twice before i help anyone....now i know why people seldom help others... Shucks...i better go and prepare my speech for kuya again....haaay...kasaba # 100+ napud

sometimes NOT helping is better... 0_o

I want.....

2007-10-14T19:41:00.000+06:00

Time to stop for me....

My bed....

My pillows..

My fan...

Lovely dreams...

and a dazzling morning to wake up to!

I want sleep....!

Break muna.. hehehe

2007-10-07T16:35:00.000+06:00

Whew!..studying is making my brain bleed...huhuhuhuh

heheheh anyways, time for a break! :p

my plan to study early in the morning went kaput!..i woke up at 9 and when i went out of my room i found our neighbors on the couch...hmmm so i had to wear a nicer shirt, comb my hair and fix myself hahay...kakapoy... toinkz... :p

We were all waiting for pacman's fight so it was a bit merry here at home...our door was open, their door was open and everybody just went in and out.. I didn't really mind coz i like it when the house is "merry" hehehe. . . . Also, they have Dracula (their cute poodle puppy!!) he kept running around so i was happy.. hehehe After a while they were getting very annoyed because a lot of people were talking about the "results" of the fight....They were trying to bet on who was going to win but gave up after a while.

I read a few pages of my notes then decided it really wasn't gonna work. The house was too busy, I was also waiting for the fight and Dracula kept distracting me... sooo i ended up talking with the guys... (my sis ain't back yet so i'm the only rose among the thorns hahaha!!)

Paet...kapoy na lingaw ila topics..... From Transformers to God, to girls to sports to computers and medical stuff (did i mention they are all nurses?!.. ). I was able to connect with most of their topics but i got tired after a while (they actually don't understand why bamboo has a lot of girl fans! ahihihihi boring man daw iya songs)..I decided to continue editing some pics so they'd get the message that i was busy... toinkz...they started asking who were the ones on the pics, their names, numbers and etc.. hahay basta chiks lagi ahihihi... (don't worry guys, i will never give them your numbers hahaha :p) I just smiled and laughed with them (especially after they asked me to edit some of their pics! ) haaay..Good thing the big sis of kuya visited!.. naa ra ko ka talk hahaha.. :)

Having a lot of people ( labaw na mga kuya..) here at home can be verryy kapoy...but it's also great coz of the food! hahaha ..thanks sa coke, bananaQ, puto and suman kuya!.. hehehe.. and oh.. salamat sad sa highlighter! toinkz.. parasite au mi...

okay lng, borrow man sad sila baso, kaldero, mop etc.. hahaha

P.S.

YAY!! abot na si ate ugma!!! hahahaha :)

argh!

2007-10-06T17:07:00.000+06:00

huhuhhu i'm doomed i tell you! Doomed!!! waaaaaa!..

I'm currently sorting our videos for our documentary... when i got to the video of one of the important ones..i found out that the audio is soo bad!!! i knew i should've brought my recorder along...shucks! huhuhuhuh...... uh oh...i mean you can still hear him talking, but there's just too much noise in the background! arghhh!...

I'm gonna need extra ears to listen to this... groupmates, magpakabungol ta next week huhuhu..sorry.... li jud ko kasabot sa uban...saons hinay au tingog si daddy..... :( cenxa au....

when friends go crazy! hahahaha

2007-10-04T16:59:00.000+06:00

hahay.. today was officially "SKIRT" day....

As some of you might know, i'm not much of a skirt fan...i like them (honest!) i just don't like to wear them at school...at school we're always busy. I like to wear them when i'm not too harrased..like strolling with my sis etc... (OA kayo sa?.. hahha)

Anyweiz.. i couldn't say no to my friends coz they' make me pay 100 each... and there's about 9 of us.. dang it..i was outnumbered! hmmph.... my bro and sis knew about thei plans but they didn't really do anything cept tease me! hahay..this is the part that i hate...

I wasn't really comfortable coz i was supposed to report today too!...facing people+uncomfortable skirt= Dead emyats.. hahaha :) seriously, i wa freaking out.... OA lagi ko.. :)

Actually game ra ko... if only they gave me a week or so, nakakita pa cguro ko ug skirt.. hahaha! but unfortunately..i REALLY DONT have one!... so bawi na lng... i wore a blouse and everything that went with it.. :)

ANd for that, i was late, the taxi didn't have change (i ended up walking from the store to the undergrad building..torture!) i was carrying my bag the triopod and video cam! (mura kog amaw) when i got to the gate, sir marx saw me and started teasing me....agrrrr....huhuhuhu

ambot ni ako fwends oi!..bleh! wala na ko utang oi! taka lng mu dah! hahahaha :) hehehe...

YOU GUYS OWE ME BIG TIME!!!!! :)

P.S.

I'm helping some friends with their project annnd i'm really itching to post the pics.. (shudi!.. bawal pa daw..) hahahaha .. anyweiz excited nko! hehehehe

Have you ever....

2007-10-03T18:04:00.000+06:00

had that feeling that everything's just gonna explode? That everything you've bottled up for so long is ready to overflow?

Or, how bout that feeling that you want to scream so loud just to make people understand what you are saying? To show that you've had enough? That you are no longer amused by them...

Have you ever had that feeling that, you're sooo angry at someone but everytime you attempt to make a fool of them or try not to care...you realize that it's wrong?....

I'm angry but i'm not. I'm soooo ssoooo angry but i can't do anything about it...

Hahay..there... nahuwasan na ko.. hahahaah! .

A touching piece

2007-10-03T14:12:00.000+06:00

As most of you might know i love the piano... i heard this piece first in the anime La corda d Oro (it's about music.. :) watch nya mo!) hehehehe i searched for a video of it and viola! :) hope you guys enjoy... nice au ni super!....

crazy since yesterday...

2007-09-29T16:12:00.000+06:00

Now i finally have the energy to blog about things.. hehehehe

yesterday was one crazy day. I got lost looking for our econ classroom (i really don't have any sense of direction! :p) and i had ssssooo much fun pretending to be a boy! hahaha (for the entire morning i was "Christian", a soon to be media guy"

I just got my new sun sim and my phone from my bro (new family policy..keep your sun sim so we can call you.) i pulled a prank on Rachelle and pretended to be Christian. A soon to be media guy who was dying to see her again after her pageant!.. hahahaha when i revealed my identity during luch time, grabe! kulang na lng i black eye ko ni rachelle.. hahaha PEACE CHELLE!!!! lingaw lingaw ra tu ako..

My mind was flying during math time. (mao ra ni ako ma write about my classes hahaha) After class we went to paseo for the Ms. Campus journalist (CONGRATS CHLOE AND KAREN!!!). Camille was so happy coz she finally got to ride the Pink 04L jeep.. hahahaha..Rachelle had a MISadventure and the entire time in paseo, i was tryng to shrink hehehe..seriously, i really hate places like that..(wala ko nangaway ha...i just have this weird fear of people drinking etc.. basta long story..)

When i got home, i was sooo disoriented that i actually poured my powdered iced tea, into the frying pan! (mga 12 na tu kapin and i wanted to eat dinner hehehe) i ended up eating iced tea flavored hotdogs hahaha!..i chatted with rachelle till... 3 am i think..before i went to bed..

The next day, my bro was wondering of i was still alive coz i didn't wake up till 1 pm hahaha! amazing.. that's my longest record yet!

Today, i spent the remainder of my day here in multiply and surfing the net.... and oh, I was able to help camille get rid of the brontok that invaded her laptop... ...

P.S

My bro's friends just moved in the apartment adjacent to ours....now i have kokey (that's what i call him) calling me neighbor! hahahaha..... oh boy!....

answer me? hehehe

2007-09-28T20:28:00.000+06:00

Create your own Friend Test hereanswer nya mu guys.. nalingaw lng jud ko ani hehehe :)

hahahaha! (pls ignore my previous entry!)

2007-09-28T19:41:00.000+06:00

I know i said that i'm going to sleep na.. pero i got really hungry and decided to eat while surfing the net...

hahahaha! this pic is hilarious!!!

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Kaluoy sa miming!!!! hahahaha

finally!

2007-09-28T18:43:00.000+06:00

oh yeah!.. hahahaha

The weekend's here... got nothing to do.... no assignments due on moday (cept our report) ... got a free day... waaaah!!! heheheheh

I'll finally get some sleep!! hahahaha :) kapoy na eat dinner oi..

I'll blog about other stuff and eat dinner tomorrow na (yep, wala pa koy dinner..ahihihihi) kapoy na jud au .. i really wanna sleep...hehehehe :)

g'nyt guys!! wake me up ...when september ends! hahahaha

Answer me?

2007-09-27T16:27:00.000+06:00

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Answer me?

2007-09-27T16:22:00.000+06:00

hahaha... wala lng.. inspired ni by rachelle ahihii... lingawlingaw lng gud.. answer nya mo! :)

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Test kunohay hahahaha

2007-09-27T16:21:00.000+06:00

Tungod ni rachelle nag post ko ani hehehe...:) answer nya mo para lingaw lingaw lng gud hahaha

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Are you my friend?.. (toinkz! hahaha joke ra ni guys..)

2007-09-27T16:17:00.000+06:00

This post was inspired?... hahaha by rachelle... wala lng... :) ang dili ka answer manglibre jud nko ha!! hehehe

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For Am!!!....

2007-09-26T19:43:00.000+06:00

Hey there AL Marie
What's it like in New York City?
we're a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Fuente Osmena can't shine as bright as you
We swear it's true

Hey there Al Marie
Don't you worry about the distance
We're right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to our voice it's our disguise
We're by your side

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
A.D.E.C.K man gud ta gud...

(hahahaha!....wala koy ma hunahuna-an nga ipuli!)

Hey there Al Marie
We know times are getting hard
But just believe us girl
Someday we'll pay the bills with our guitars
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there AL Marie
we've got so much left to say
If every simple song we wrote to you
Would take your breath away
We'd write it all
Even more in love with us you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Al Marie we can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Al Marie
You be good and don't you miss us (kay pwede na ka mapriso hekhekhek)
Two more years and we'll be done with school (hope so! hehe)
And we'll be making history like we do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Al Marie here's to you
This ones for you

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
A.D.E.C.K man gud ta gud...

When camille and i heard this song am, ikaw jud dayon ang ni pop sa amo minds.. hehehe i changed some words para mu "bagay" kunohay.. hehehe

pssst! we miss yah, luv yah, ingatz and God bLess!!!!!

Am,Denden,Emem,Camille, Kristine.......

when i think of endings....

2007-09-26T16:20:00.000+06:00

When i think of endings i always relate it to someone leaving.Since i was a kid, i had to deal with my bro's and sis' leaving for college. I was only able to share a few years of my life with them and i can't even remember most of them (uuuhh... this kinda explains why i can't jam with them most of the time hehehe ). When i was still in elementary, most of my friends thought i was an only child hehehe..

I hate it when movies or books end, coz then i won't be able to see the characters anymore. I always want to know what happens next. At the end of every day, i often think of what i did, what my friends and i talked about, and a lot of other things. (yeah, i think too much sometimes hehehe)

Anyways, i started this topic coz of rachelle's post.. (:p ahihihihi) i actually don't want the sem to end yet. coz then, i 'd have to face 2nd sem, then on to our senior year, then on to the final sem, then graduation. It's still a long way to go but i'm already worried about it. praning noh?... hahaha

I dunno, i guess i don't want college to end coz i'll miss all the activities, the people and everything too much! hehehe

Judgement day....

2007-09-25T12:58:00.000+06:00

Waaaaah!..i knew something was gonna happen today....

Before i went home, i went by Marc and Matheau's to buy some bread for my broS...Today is our payday(allowance/sweldo hehehe) annnnd i know my brother's gonna inquire about the 3.5k i asked from ate....

When he arrived his first words were "para asa ning 3.5?" ...waaaah! nawarla ko ... i smiled and said "do you really want to know?" hahahaha

Na shock xa... especially when i said na since intrams pa naguba si jack and ako ra nangita ug way nga maayo hehehe :) He couldn't believe it.. la sad ko kasabot sa iya reaction---- 30% lagot and 70% shocked?... hehehehe..basta i just kept smiling and told him the story... hehehe

What really annoyed him was that my sisters knew what happened and didn't tell him...ana xa maro na daw ko hehehe (anyweiz he used to do this to our eldest sis teehee) ...what can i say?.. when i'm in trouble, my brain tends to move faster... i think... heehehe

haaaay! finally this is all over!.... hahahaha.. i fixed my prob perooo..

that's one month's worth of allowance, down the drain! but hey, i just can't stop smiling!

now for kuya's 2gig mem card..... hehehe...

I miss jokjok.... :)

2007-09-24T18:21:00.000+06:00

Last september 22 we went to ralph boarding house to interview his landlord....We found out lot of stuff and met a very interesting dog...

This dog, didn't bark at us, growl or intimidate us....In fact all it wanted was a good pat on the head... :) ralph introduced us to jokjok (that was his name) and i just loved him!.. hehehe (naa na sad ko..) He was sooo cute and lambing kaayo xa!!!

Believe it or not, jokjok is a dog who actually acts like a cat!.. hahahah.... grabe ka lambing nya magsige ug suksuk sa imo tiil..murag iring hahaha....

Jokjok lives with 18 cats so i'm not surprised that he's experiencing identity crisis! I don't care.. i like him that way ahihihhi...

Nya asa mo?.. iya snack kay la fortuna nga hopia... mupalit iya amo just for him.. :)

hehehehe

Pet Gadgets?.... hehehe

2007-09-23T09:28:00.000+06:00

When I was a kid i had lots of pets. I had turtles, white mice, a hamster, puppies, kittens, ants, grasshoppers, spiders, and at some point a chicken (who i named nok-nok hehehe) i also wanted a snake but my bro and mom freaked out when i asked them hehehe :p Soooo many pets, soooo many names!... i had a dog named purple (but after he was shot 5 or more times by the security guard back home, i changed it to survivor), jade, blake, tiny, kooky, scoop, cheeky and lots more... i forgot the names of my turtles, spiders, grasshopper and and ants (i didn't think they'd need one :p ) my hamster died after one week (I blamed it on the petshop and I still do! i swear she was already sick when i brought her home!) My mice had the weirdest names. There was killer, his apprentice "apprentice", victim, and hmmmm i forgot the other one...They were like gangs who wouldn't stop fighting!.. sheesh....

Now that i'm in the city where i'm not allowed to have pets.. i have started adopting my gadgets.. hahaha they're my pet gadgets...

There's Jack who just came from the E.R. after his fall from the double-deck and my computer, Bestfriend hehehe :)

Wala lng, i just started to remember these things when i was blog hopping.

I saw a cam named thirdy and there was another one called piolo.

Rachelle has shuffee and Ara has echo.

hmmm.... wonder when i'll be able to buy buddy? i'm sure he's so lonely, all alone in his glass case at SM!... hehehehe

i think i'm going crazy.. hahahaha :p

Hmmmm... wala ko lain ma post hehehe

2007-09-22T18:09:00.000+06:00

Nahan ko mu post pero wala koy mahunahuna-an..soooo mag postpost na lng ko ug unsa ako makit-an hehehe (weird jud kayo ni nga smiley!)

-----------------------------------hmmmmm kani na lng... [:-)

The Scrapbook

Rummaging through forgotten boxes,
Up in the dreary attic.
A faded, unfinished scrapbook
was caught by lonely eyes.

Eager hands reached down to touch it,
An anxious heart was beating fast.
For inside those moth-eaten pages
Lay dusty pictures of a carefree past

As trembling fingers slowly traced,
the worn-out stationery filled with tales.
Familiar lines reached quivering lips,
"Friends for keeps, bestfriends for life"

As each brittle page is turned,
Memories are re-lived, deep feelings return.
A drowning emotion--nostalgia
Of a past when troubles were unknown.

Then on one page, everything just stops.
No more flowery edges, no more magazine cuts.
now on the lonely page, are splattered, discolored dots,
They roll down your cheeks, the tears start to fall.

Your heart starts to ache as the book is put down.
Aching for that time of innocence and bliss.
Wanting to go back, back before time seized us.
Back to the time before we discovered growing up.

damn..Amards na ni...

2007-09-21T14:33:00.000+06:00

i feel sooo bad right now that i seriously want to go to my friend's boarding houses... it's better there, all they have to worry about are themselves. No lectures to go home to, no listening to how incompetent you are, OR how stupid you are. All i want is to worry about myself right now. I don't care if you think i'm dumb, or i'm too childish, or whatever the hell you want to call me....

so sorry if i'm raving about this again To those who are reading, you can stop if you want to... i'm just sooo pissed right now. I really want to go out somewhere and just stay out. i don't want to be in a home where the only things that matter are problems and being "grown up". I am grown up! for my age anyway. It wasn't my fault that i was born a decade after you guys! it's not my fault i act childish (I am a child, and will forever be a child in your eyes!) so sorry nah.Damn! When will i be able to do things without being judged by the "Grown-up" patrol. Once again, I was born a decade after you guys okay?!... a decade! so please give me a break! Of course i won't be able to level with you! damn! Why can't you understand that?....

I try okay, i try... i always try to level with you guys. Before i do somehting, i think about it over and over before i "present" it to you guys. but almost everytime, i AlWAYS end up doing the wrong, most stupid, most childish, most OA, most (what else did i forget?..) thing.

I keep trying to talk to you guys but it never amounts to anything. It's, as usual, "my childish way of dealing with things" right?... like now, i'm ranting about stuff that shouldn't be seen or heard by others.. once again ga binugo ko (for sure all out war na naman kung mabasahan ni).. Right now, i couldn't care less... There are a lot of times when i just suck it all up and smile, okay. (that's what you guys want di ba? just suck it all up and forget about it. (Shudi mag inOA..oops di man sad diay ko pwede mag binayot noh? kemz..i shouldn't be OA. payts?) but you have to understand that there are also times when i need to let it out.. i'm not as strong as you. I'm not as "emotionless" as you guys.. at least not yet.

You guys just wait. The time will come that i'll grow up and BE like you. Till then, please just let me be.

I'll quit yapping now.... i just wanted to let all this out without looking like a fool at home... (yeah, but now i'm looking like a fool in my multiply! sheesh!)

of all the things i miss.....

2007-09-15T07:06:00.000+06:00

i miss my mind the most!... hahays.. hahahaha

kapoya oi! we just finished our econ exam...kapoy.. gadugo pa ako brain hehehehe wahuhuhuhu.... i wanna sleep but the dang computer won't let me! toinkz... hehehehe

nweiz, g'bye! eat sa ko hehehe

sa mga naghulat sa pics...

2007-09-13T17:09:00.000+06:00

ei so sorry jud for the delay sa pag upload....saonz naguba man ang cam gud....(pero ayo na xa!! hehehe libog au ko noh?.. resulta sa econ..)

i didn't want to upload pa tung wala pa na ayo coz i'm sure kuya will ask where's the cam.. hehehehe :) cge na lng gud.. :)

anyweiz magupload na nya ko.... after lng cguro sa exams.. heheheh:)

Oh yEAH!!!! hehehehe

2007-09-12T05:03:00.000+06:00

yesterday when we were waiting for our class to start..i got this message..

"maam okay na imo cam pwede na nimo makuha anytime"

weeeee!!!!!! grabe! finally i can sleep peacefully, go to school with a smile and return the cam to kuya!! hehehehe

Special thanks to butchik, denden, camille, rachelle, icah and kristine!!! salamat kaayo guys for all the help annnd not teling kuya!! hehehehe :) you're the best guys!! hehhe :) sorry that i had to lie to bro... you know how i hate it when we fight... thanks for understanding and being there (amards nani da.. hehehe)

weeee! happy jud au ko!!! ...i'm gonna get the cam this afternoon....

Hazing....

2007-09-09T11:19:00.000+06:00

i found this topic from someone's blog... and you know?... i couldn't agree more!! sheesh! why would people subject themselves to pain?....to gain friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood etc. you don't need pain, paddles and blood! heck! i think it's stupid to believe that!

if you want power, a group to rely on, or friends, don't go to those who give you pain! instead, go to those who can really help you, people who won't abandon you and just say whoops when something goes wrong! sheesh!...When i read the article about a law student who died from hazing, i got soooo angry (dawa nakasulat gud!! hahaha)....imagine, the people who beat him to death were also law students, they study the freakin' law! they know what they're doing is wrong! law students! in the future they'll become our lawyers, the "defenders of people" etc. etc. etc. and hey! they could become our senators, our lawmakers our leaders! tsk tsk tsk....makes me wonder where our world is going to! sheesh! as in sheesh!!!

here are some lines of the inquirer article

Right now, the men who watched Cris die can still sleep in their beds at night. They remember how his eyes looked those last few minutes. They know if he cried, if he begged; if he said please, stop. They held his broken body on the way to the hospital. They saw him and touched him and heard him scream, and today some of them still go to class and study human rights law.
There are many things I do not understand. I understand that these fraternity men are scholars, law students, people educated by the state in the hope that someday they will give back in service to the nation. I do not understand what sort of twisted logic can make intelligent men believe that friendship and loyalty need to be proven through a brutal initiation.........

[This is my favourite line]

How can men, who gleefully smash their paddles behind thighs and arms, be called brothers by their victims? Don’t they know that had they died the way Cris died, none of their loyal fraternity brods would call them brother?

Click here for the full article

makalagot kayo!..to think in the future i might be studying law.... (honestly i really don't like lawyers that much! most of them strike me as "pretenders" like the killers who still study human rights!..grrr....)

hehehe scaler em oi! hehehehe :)

just wanted to know....

2007-09-08T09:53:00.000+06:00

before our intramurals i honestly did not know what popjazz was...hehehe ingana ko ka ignoy..hahahaha...so i decided to search some vids and found this....cool kayo! :) if you wanna go directly to the dance just let it load then go to 2:40....have fun!!

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hehehehehe... hehehe now i know what pop jazz is! hehehe bleh li nko ignoy..... (weird au ni nga smiley ai..)

i need a good laugh!....

2007-09-07T17:19:00.000+06:00

hahay...sa kadako sko problema mukatawa na lng ko....huuhuhuhu...

posts from himantayon.com

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On the way to USC-Main, inside a 62C jeepney.

Duha ka babaye ga-lingkod sa front seat. Nag-tukar ang kanta nga “High” by The Speaks.

Girl1: Ganahan kaayo ko aning kantaha oi!

Girl2: Gikanta mani ni Sam Milby.

Girl1: Pero, murag dili siya ang original.

Girl2: Sige lang, nindot man iya version.

Ug sa dihang ni abot na sa chorus part…

Girl1: I want to hold your head and hand..yeah, hold your head and hand…hee yeah, yeah yeah

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Butuan City General Hospital Emergency Room.

Bata Gituli.

After mga 30 minutes…

Bata: Kadugay ba ana mahuman. Habol na inyo gunting noh?

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Akong manghod (7 yrs. old) ug ang iyang tutor sa amuang sala. Filipino ang subject nga ila gitun-an:

Tutor: Salita na nagsisimula sa letrang O?

Manghod: O…Ow…(perti gyung huna-huna sa ako manghud…luoy na kaayo iya nawong) Ot*n?!

Tutor: Oy! Dis-a gud ka gikan ana nga word?!

Manghod: Ay…Obas diay…

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HAHAHAHAHA!....tawa na ko.. hahahaha... :) hahaaaaay~~~~......

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